Fuck.

[myxwallsxmove]

It's 2 am here and I'm writing right now because I can't find anyone else to turn to. I tried to go to sleep just now, and I was laying in bed for about half an hour and all of a sudden, my stomach cramped up and I started having an anxiety attack and my head was flooded with all these horrible thoughts and I got really uncomfortable and my heart

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[all_i_can_say]

oooh Bu, I wish I could give you a hug :( I had a night like that the other night and I was feeling really alone too...I think about you all the time and miss you like crazy. If you're ever in this shtick again, you can call me, 2am, 10am, whenever, okay? I'll always answer. My number here is +447968791955. Miss you and hope you are feeling better by now.

[katgoesrawr]

Man, I can relate. I wish I could have talked with you... I've seen you online once or twice and thought about contacting you, but then I was all... oh, she's talking with other people and I don't want to bother her. :/

I don't know what to say beyond how much I miss you and... well, it's kind of nice to know that I'm not the only one having such shitty attacks (even though that sounds terrible, I'm sure you know what I mean). Your entries make me feel much better and I wish that I could figure out a way to comfort you, too...

I'd offer to have you call me at any time, but my parents are on edge lately about anything and everything... so I guess I can only restate the whole missing Laura Butler thing and hope that I see you online again soon.

Feel better, kitten. You're a neat kid and everything is going to be alright. No bullshit.
<3

Rome

[discobgguy]

Hey Laura, I'm gonna be in Rome in a little over a month. You gonna be there still?

Re: Rome

[myxwallsxmove]

I'll be here until May 1. When're you coming?

Re: Rome

[discobgguy]

Around May 16. I'm gonna be taking some classes for a month at John Cabbot.

[_neeners_]

hey yo, i miss you please come back soon.