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Title: We'll See Stars
Author: Carmexgirl
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Quite literally a walk in the park. This was supposed to be mindless fluff, but somehow the smut took over
Warning: There is a very, very bad cringeworthy pun at the end. Not my fault, honest guv!
Mohinder hadn’t expected to see Matt waiting for him when he finished work. It was late, and he was tired at looking at the same old Petri dishes, ploughing through the same old notes, still no closer to finding a solution. He had started to feel frustrated of late, and knew that sometimes he took it out on Matt. He hated himself for it, but Matt seemed to understand his frustrations, and never, ever let anything get personal. Mohinder had been thinking about it a lot, and resolved to make it up to him in some way. He was surprised to see the familiar figure of the cop waiting patiently for him outside, smiling at him in such a way that made Mohinder fill with warmth.
“Hey you! Though I’d walk you home this evening.”
“You really didn’t have to; I am quite capable of taking care of myself you know.”
“Yeah I know. But sometimes I get scared and need someone to walk me home.”
“You walked here on your own.”
“Yeah, but I thought I saw a rat on the way and it really freaked me out. Come on sunshine, time to go home”
Mohinder chuckled, and took Matt’s arm.
They took the scenic route home - avoiding the bright lights and instead cut through the park. Mohinder normally wouldn’t have taken this route - he always felt a little vulnerable when walking home in the dark on his own. Tonight though, with Matt by his side, he felt a lot braver.
The park was unnervingly silent. The occasional bird, (or was it a bat?) fluttered across their path, forcing the occasional ‘Eeek!’ out of Matt, who, Mohinder was sure, only used it as an excuse to cling to him tightly. Trees whispered slowly as a passing breeze caught them, rustling low before fading into the darkness. The path slowly wound its way around the park, past swings, carousels and slides, eerily silent and still in the darkness. The only light came from a streetlamp in the distance, marking the exit. Mohinder held Matt’s hand, and leaned in close as they walked along in contented silence.
Matt let out a sigh, and looked up.
“Wow Mohinder, look!” He exclaimed suddenly.
“What?” Mohinder jumped at the sudden interruption to the silence.
“The stars; look at the stars!” He was looking up to the dark heavens in complete awe. “I never realised there were so many of them.”
Mohinder looked, up, and he too was amazed at just how many stars could be seen from where they were standing.
“Gosh, you can see a lot of them this evening. Usually there’s so much light pollution around here, you don’t get to see much, but when they do come out, they are truly beautiful.”
Matt stared for a while, looking at the different stars and constellations in awe, and wishing he had paid more attention in class when they talked about astronomy. No book, however, could ever portray the sheer beauty of the scene he was witnessing right at this moment. He felt an arm around his shoulders, and the warm closeness of Mohinder. He was pointing up at one cluster of stars just ahead of them, eyes shining with delight.
“See that one, with the three stars in a row in the middle? That’s Orion, the hunter. You can see this one from anywhere in the world at different times of the year. The three stars make up Orion’s belt, and if you look above that to the left, you can see a little red star. That’s called Betelgeuse.
“I’ve always wondered what that one’s called - the really bright one over there.” Matt was pointing up towards the brightest star in the sky.
Mohinder’s voice dropped. “That’s Sirius, the Dog Star.”
“It must be the brightest one - I’ve seen that even at the apartment when there’s loads of light around.”
“Yes, it’s the brightest in the sky. Anywhere you are, anywhere in the world, you can see it.” His voice had faded to a whisper, and he looked down at his feet. “You can’t see it here, but Sirius always has a little companion, a smaller, fainter star just to the right of it. It’s called Sirius B, which is rather unimaginative. I call it another name, though.” He stopped, a little unsure of himself, as though he had revealed a great secret.
“Oh. What’s that then?”
“Molly.”
Matt smiled, and looked over at Mohinder, who was shuffling uncomfortably on the balls of his feet. “When I’m away from home…” He hesitated slightly. “When I’m away from home… I always look for Sirius in the night sky because it reminds me of here. It’s safe and constant. It reminds me where I should be and guides me home when I am far away.” There was a quaver in his voice when he spoke. “I imagine that star is you - being with me on every journey, letting me know that home is closer than I believe, my one constant when everything around is madness and terror. Sometimes I’ll catch a glimpse of the Molly star, and I’ll know that everything is alright, and no matter how far away I am, it won’t be long until I’m home.”
Mohinder was still shifting awkwardly from foot to foot, and had plunged his hands in his pockets. Matt reached out a hand and caressed the stubble on his chin. He leaned in close, and tilted his head so his lips were at just the right angle. He kissed him, slowly but deeply. Mohinder wrapped his arms around his waist, and their lips parted slightly.
“I love you, you big sap.” Matt whispered to him.
Mohinder smiled. “I love you too.”
They kissed again, the kiss gradually getting deeper and more insistent. Mohinder wrapped his arms around Matt’s waist, before slowly untucking his shirt and reaching to feel the warm body underneath.
“Easy, easy” said Matt between Mohinder’s hard and somewhat frantic kisses. “We have all evening - Molly’s still at scout camp, we don’t need to rush anything.”
“I know. I just…I’ve been really frustrated at work lately, and I know I’ve been taking it out on you. I don’t mean to, but I do, and I know I have been hell to live with lately. I want you to know that I’m sorry, and I love you, and… Oh God!”
Matt had reached down his pants and was massaging his hardness. He laughed at Mohinder’s exclamation, before taking his hand and pulling him into a semi-sprint to their apartment.
Shirts, pants and even socks littered the hallway. They made their way to the bedroom, throwing off the remainder of their clothes with abandon. They kissed and rubbed up against each other, groaning frantically. Their cocks were sliding against each other, the friction and intense heat making then moan with pleasure.
Matt guided Mohinder to the bed, lightly pushing him down onto it with a deep kiss, and manoeuvring their bodies so Mohinder’s head was on the pillow at the head. He nibbled Mohinder’s earlobe, before making his way slowly down the curve of that exquisite neck, sucking on the pulse point and leaving a little welt to mark his territory. He sucked, kissed and licked a path down to Mohinder’s pert nipples, nibbling and teasing him to make him grit his teeth and moan in delight. Mohinder grasped his hands, and intertwined his fingers in an effort to get closer to Matt, as if he didn’t want to let him go.
Matt had stopped at his navel, and was swirling his tongue around, listening to Mohinder’s little moans of pleasure, and mutterings of “More, more. Oh yes. More.” He kissed his way slowing up his thigh, biting and nipping at the fleshy skin. His tongue reached Mohinder’s aching erection, and he finally took him in his mouth. He teased the tip, before caressing the sensitive underside with his tongue, teasing the vein before nipping his way up the length, lapping at the tip and feeling it twitch under his tongue. He looked up at Mohinder, eyes closed and face flushed with pleasure, before taking him fully in his mouth.
He managed to suppress his gag reflex to take Mohinder deep, listening to him moan with pleasure and want. Mohinder started bucking and twitching, burying his hand in Matt’s hair and rocking his head back and forth. He managed to repress the urge to buck wildly into his mouth, to come there and then, and instead stayed still, gasping quietly. “Oh Matt.” He breathed as he felt his orgasm building, “Nearly… nearly there. I want you inside. Please.”
Matt smiled, giving one last hard suck on his length before letting go. Mohinder flinched at the sudden coldness.
Matt fumbled to the side, until his hands grasped the familiar shaped bottle. Mohinder heard the click of the little bottle of lube opening, and gasped again with anticipation. He hitched up his legs and wrapped them around Matt’s waist. He felt a finger slowly make its way inside, the initial pain giving way to the slow burn of want and need. Matt caressed the inside of his entrance slowly, expertly, before adding another finger. He felt Mohinder expand around him, and angled his fingers just so, to make Mohinder buck and moan.
“Oh Matt. Take me. Please. I need you.” Mohinder looked down at him, eyes full of desire, face flushed. Matt leaned up to kiss him, before using the remaining lubricant on his cock, and slowly pushing inside. They both gasped in unison, Mohinder at being filled completely, Matt at feeling Mohinder’s warmth enveloping him. Thye rocked together, Matt holding one hand on to Mohinder’s hips and pushing deeper, deeper, the other caressing his cock, slowly building up speed to make him moan and bite his lip.
They built up a rhythm, going faster and faster. The bed started to shake, bedposts adding to the already well-worn grooves into the wall. “Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!” cried Matt, getting louder and louder as his climax neared. He felt Mohinder’s cock harden and tense in his hand. Mohinder was moaning in all sorts of languages, peppered with “Oh Matt,” “I love you,” and simply “Oh yes!” Matt’s hand was pumping faster and faster, and Mohinder had started to see stars at the back of his eyes. One final “Ohhhhh” escaped his lips before he was coming, hard and fast, stars and constellations swirling round and around his field of vision. He was shuddering violently, legs squeezing around Matt, feet digging into the small of his back. He covered them in both in semen, while riding the exquisite waves of his orgasm right up until the end. Matt could feel himself building, rushing to that inevitable wave of pleasure and release. His legs tingled. A forest fire had broken out by his feet and was slowly making its way up his legs and into his crotch, the warmth gradually building until it became a raging inferno. He thrust fully into Mohinder one last time before coming hard, filling him to the hilt, bucking and shuddering as he rode his orgasm through.
They looked at each other, both flushed and breathless, and held each other in a longing embrace, panting.
***
Later, when normal breathing had returned, and they were both the wonderful kind of sleepy you only get after truly heart-stopping but equally beautiful sex, Matt got up and looked out of the window. He surveyed the stars, which were still twinkling brightly.
“Hey Mo - I’ve been thinking about this,” he said, turning around and smiling at Mohinder. “If I’m the Dog Star, then you must be the Sun.”
“Why’s that?” Mohinder smiled.
“Cos you, er, you’re really bright, and hot. Really hot. And you always get me up in the morning.”
fin