Drifting...

Jul 13, 2013 17:57

I’m watching the fireflies circle lazily around the weeds in my front yard, and thinking about thoughts. I see, in my mind’s eye, little electrical impulses flowing from point to point, neurons firing off like those swirling fireflies, hazy clouds of impulses that make a mind ( Read more... )

family, memories, well-intentioned theft, suburban living, fireflies, meta-thinking, sad things are sad, exhibit b, true stories about me, ljidol, i need a new mailbox anyway, look back to look forward, dubious use of outdoor appliances, i tag too much, this entry contains melancholy, dementia

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mythingperson July 18 2013, 18:52:30 UTC
"Tying the fireflies with your neighbor and grandmother was just amazing."

Thank you so much. :)

It's a hard thing, and especially hard to see with someone you love. I have hope that we'll find more and more ways to alleviate and eventually cure it, because right now it's just this terrible fact of life, and that sucks.

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adoptedwriter July 15 2013, 22:18:42 UTC
Beautifully woven together! AW

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mythingperson July 18 2013, 18:52:41 UTC
Thank you very much!

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kajel July 19 2013, 02:18:20 UTC
This is beautiful and a little bit heartbreaking.

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mythingperson July 20 2013, 00:35:44 UTC
Thank you.

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jem0000000 July 19 2013, 05:30:00 UTC
*hugs* *hugs* *hugs*

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mythingperson July 20 2013, 01:03:11 UTC
*hugs*

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halfshellvenus July 19 2013, 05:57:38 UTC
This is such a beautiful and sad entry, and between my sister and sister-in-law, the cruelty of dementia is on my mind a lot these days.

Losing your memories and sense of who you are is to lose your way, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. That it causes you to be lost to other people is even worse. At some point, you may not realize what's happening, but it will never stop hurting those who love you.

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mythingperson July 20 2013, 01:03:46 UTC
It's a terrible, terrible thing. I just wish there was more we could do to make it better. *hugs*

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