My bad brain

[mythfish]

Well, my brain really has gone to shit

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[quility]

I can completely relate to this. Many examples of long term important holes like the one you mentioned and so many daily problems it's become routine. So many times i decide i will x and then y or I'm not going to y today and then there i am doing y before x or at all and I'm frustrated.
I've literally been trying to focus on the value i bring despite having lost my mind. I'm still strive to be loving and kind. And i do think these things matter.
And I'm trying to use more tools to help. Repeating things aloud to myself until i do them helps sometimes. Reminders in my phone.
You are an amazing person! You live authentically and with so much love and kindness. Maybe your brain decided that test really didn't matter and repurposed that memory space for something more important.
Also stress does make these things worse. It appears that your stress might be lessening... so there is hope on that front.

So I'm saying you are not alone and i love you even with an imperfect memory. (Tho maybe I've just forgotten what a shit you are! ;)

[mythfish]

I suppose it's true that it ended up being not that important, but based on that journal entry it sure seems like it was important at the time.

And hey, thanks for stopping by. Coming back to LJ once in a while is refreshing, but I never know who's still around!

[walrusjester]

I'm trying to think of a warm, supportive, friendly thing to say -- I hope you know that I think the world of you -- but I'm all hung up on trying to figure out what your D&D argument was. Grappling rules? Race-as-class? Owlbears?

[mythfish]

Oh nothing even as exciting as that. Just arguing whether or not people should be able to sit in on League games with one-shot pregen characters.