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[mytaratory]

My brothers good mood was contagious. I haven't felt this content in so long. I made the right decision. It's the thing I want right now and maybe everyone will say I'm a fool, but for now thats ok. :)

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[aislingsullivan]

You're making me even more worried than usual lately. Before you always seemed to feel guilty, but now it seems like you've accepted the way things are and that somehow it's okay now because he might care about you. But it's not okay, and it never will be.

Maybe I was too humorous or accepting about this in the past because I ran out of things to say or didn't want to hurt your feelings, but I'm not going to do that anymore.

[mytaratory]

My decision wasnt easy. I know that he doesn't care about me. I know that he never will. The guilt inside of me tears me apart but I guess I got to the point where I tried to look past it. I'm feeling very confident right now. I hope it lasts but I want nothing to do with him. I know I always say this but I'm going to stop now. I'm tired of him treating me like his whore. Please don't judge me with this all, you're the only one who ever understood.

[aislingsullivan]

I'm glad you're feeling confident. I wasn't trying to be judgmental, just... firm, I guess. I was afraid that if I responded to your stories in a funny or accepting way than it might make them seem like less of a big deal.

I know you can do this too. I'm just trying to help, in whatever way I can.