so yeah.... I've been in Arizona, computerless for quite some time now. So here I sit at the library, checking my e-mail and all that jazz ( Read more... )

So... this was my last weekend in town. And next weekend it's off to Arizona once again. I'm not sure how long that's going to last, but oh well..... if nothing else, I'm just going to get my own place out there. Woo hoo... no more Texas for Christina Valero! No more lone star beer... no more tex-mex!! That's the first thing I'm going to do when I ( Read more... )

why does it hurt so bad??
it's almost halloween, why am I not happy?
happiness should come as easy as chocolate bars.

I miss you Drew...

It's good to write things down, you know? Cause I've been looking back at things I've written.... things from as far as 3 or 4 years ago. and you know.... I've changed so much. I've acutally grown up, and lordy how I didn't think that was ever going to happen. I mean... at 8 years old, I was already thinking about writing a book. and I'm sure I ( Read more... )

Once again... it's been a while since I've had anything to say, or at least anything that I felt like saying. There really isn't a whole lot going on, I'm just working.... and all that jazz. But I've also been thinking a lot. somtimes I think that I would be better off if I didn't have a brain, it can be such an impliment of torture sometimes. But ( Read more... )

does anyone else have a job that leaves them feeling like they'd like to strangle a 6 year old at the end of the day??... man oh man, things have gotta change around here. Drunk uncles talking about absolutly nothing.... over and over again. Not getting paycheacks! (what the hell is up with that one???.... do I have "will work for absolutly nothing ( Read more... )

Once again things are changing... but I'm finding it easier to sleep every night. People come and go, things go then come back again. And as usual... I never make sense to anyone but myself, but that's okay cause I'm doing this for me..... RIGHT?? For some reason I've been thinking about last year alot. Just everything that I had... everything that ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's been so long only because I haven't had time.... or if I just think that nothing really matters that much anymore. A lot is going on though, most things that are to remain unsaid. But even so.... my mind seems to be somewhere else, alomst to the point of me not focusing on very important issues. The last few months have been so ( Read more... )

She turned her head to walk away. The pain radiated from her pores. She could feel her heart getting weak. And the words began to float in the air like a fine mist. Nothing made sense anymore. Everything became the blur that it had always been. The obvious had rose up from under the oppression and ignorance. What is there to do now? Knowledge is ( Read more... )

Change... it's such a fucking hard pill to swallow. But yet it never stops... just when you think the pill is almost down, it rises to your throat. I speak such madness. And the thing is.... I can't stop. I walk down the street and I reach for my notebook every 3 minutes. Things jump out... things that can only be caught once ( Read more... )