So... Betcha thought I was dead.

[mysteriousme]

Well, I'm not. I am still here, just busy-busy as usual, and often neglecting one of more things. Lately it's been this journal. Lol, by doing the journal, I'm neglecting letters I ought to be writing. Go figure

Comments

[gunmoll]

Your obsession with that doll borders on creepy, but it is oddly beautiful.

I want to here the big news, and I'm glad you and Quinn are still going strong. His parent's house sounds like a good deal. I'd take it if I were you, if you're able to make the rent.

About your stepfather, well.. four years isn't that much time compared to the rest of someone's life, and what he did to you and your mother is unforgivable. It's a shame that he died - it's a shame when anyone dies - but I wouldn't have cried for him, much less gone to the memorial. I guess that shows you're a much better person than I am, huh?

[mysteriousme]

The obssession with dolls... *chuckles* Not an obsession really, if you saw me at home, but an interest. >.> I kinda view it as my own special travel gnome. I sure as hell am not posting pictures of me, so that pretty baby works.

As for my stepfather... I don't know. Death is final, and sometimes, you have to let go. Why keep that poison inside? Why let it jade me for the rest of my life? What's done was done, and I'm alive, and I'm safe from him now. I can't see the point in an unhealthy fixation on something I cannot change and that I can move on from. Besides, four years isn't much, but to gain the love of people... That's something worth at least a side glance.

[gunmoll]

But I want to see pictures of you. You're beautiful.

Letting go and forgiving are two different things. When someone chooses to be evil of their own accord... I don't know, I just can't forgive it. Anyone can gain the love of people by deceiving them, lying to them, but only they know if the hate in their heart is truely gone, or if their new life is just a cover, and I don't trust that. If he truly did change, it's wonderful, but only he knew.

[rainoflost]

I won't comment about your stepfather because you already know what I think. As for the dollie pictures? They're very nice. <3 I like that outfit on him for some reason. Lol, don't worry about the story, I can wait as long as it takes in all honesty. As for the special? My lips are sealed. As the person above me stated.. you should take that house, I think. I dunno though.

[mysteriousme]

I think I will take the house. Lol, I saw think, but truth be told, Quinn's already said he would to his parents, so I guess it's arranged and I'm just the one coming to terms now. ^_^ It will be nice. We can't exactly decorate, which is a down side, and the cleaning will suddenly take up most our time, but a bigger room would be nice. o.O

[rainoflost]

Wow, I see. Well, atleast you'll have more space and get to live in your own house?

[rainoflost]

Wow, I see. Well, atleast you'll have more space and get to live in your own house?

[xlittle_smurfx]

there is SO very much I want to say to this... but I think I need some time to organize my thoughts, hehe. So, I'll leave it at... love you, and I'm -very- glad you updated. ^_^

Still can't see the pictures (stupid computer) so I'll have to wait til I'm elsehwere to do so. I'm off today, and all weekend, but I'm probably going to at least head over to my parent's house today. Anywayyyy. *snuggles and hugs* Much love, beautiful lady, to you and to Quinno! *muah for you both!*

[mysteriousme]

You be safe over at your parents. >.<

And don't worry about the pictures. They're just the vacation shots. ^_^ I'm glad to have been seeing you more around gaia! I missed my vampie!