I am that friend Steph. I understand that you can't call every week... we haven't spoken since September, I just feel sad cus I miss you. We don't have to talk about what's been bummin you out. We can talk about robot chicken or if we were stick people what we would do. If you had a phone, i'd call you. I have called you. I've called Justin and your parents. I just want to hang out with you at some point that's all. I would even drive out to see you and have a girl day and shop for dresses. I really did want to be your maid of honor and do all the things best friends do. I have just kinda felt like you pushed me away. You said yourself that you don't want to talk to me because I was doing well and you were not. I don't think that's fair. We don't have to talk about our boyfriends or anything. You can make terms you know. I am willing to do whatever it takes to hang out. All I need is your word and we will go on with it. Even if its just a walk around the block with or without Cam. Or to talk about concerts we want to
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Of course I still love you. If you were a fruit you'd be a pineapple because that's my favorite.
I still want you to be there for the wedding. I guess it's just a little more down played now. We're not having like a WEDDING. It's more like a "union." But, my family and close friends will be there, and I still planned on you being there. Especially now that it's in the city.
I wish I could afford to come out and see you. I miss the city, and I would love to go to your housewarming, I just don't know if it's possible finacially. We're having a housewarming on January 26th, and Jeff and all the guys from Justin's old band will be there. I'm pretty sure you know them all. You and Matt are more than welcome to come down and stay with us anytime.
I'm sorry things got hairy there for a while, and I promise to make myself more available now that things are going on an upturn. Thanks for always sticking with me.
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I still want you to be there for the wedding. I guess it's just a little more down played now. We're not having like a WEDDING. It's more like a "union." But, my family and close friends will be there, and I still planned on you being there. Especially now that it's in the city.
I wish I could afford to come out and see you. I miss the city, and I would love to go to your housewarming, I just don't know if it's possible finacially. We're having a housewarming on January 26th, and Jeff and all the guys from Justin's old band will be there. I'm pretty sure you know them all. You and Matt are more than welcome to come down and stay with us anytime.
I'm sorry things got hairy there for a while, and I promise to make myself more available now that things are going on an upturn. Thanks for always sticking with me.
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