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[myohmyapplepie]

I have nothing left to say anymore. But only because I am afraid to say everything. Why should I type out everything if I am the only one who understands it? There isn't a yesterday anymore, there isn't a future right now, there is only now. that's all. There are too many aspects of life to try and figure out in that space bewteen my ears.

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[almostcrime]

in the grand scheme of things, there really is no reason for humans to be alive except for their own personal beliefs and selfish opinions. thats not to say that you still couldnt learn valuable things from certain people.

theres always something beyond what you're sourrounded by.

[myohmyapplepie]

i used to think there was something beyond what i was surrounded by. but i've been places now. people are the same. everyone is the same. i do agree that you can still learn things from people, and some people are different. we're still unique, but i think everyone is still the same.

[myohmyapplepie]

ps that made sense in my head. let me try again: there ARE certain people who are different and special. you're right. but most people... ughhh. nevermind, i'll never get it right in words.

[almostcrime]

its true that the majority of people on this earth have a similarity about them as far as values. its just that the people who choose to be genuine and put someone else before themseleves is few and far between.

[warth_og]

I 'm pretty much past worrying about the condition of the world; I’d say it's too far gone. Honestly, I don't know who I am. As far as I’m concerned, I am just as fake as everyone else. I’ve been trying not to think about all this lately. There are just some things that I like to ignore; I’ve let all this run through my mind so many times in the past, and it never amounts to anything. I know you’ll continue to think about this until you’ve figured it all out, which is something I really admire about you, but I’d rather hide.

[myohmyapplepie]

thank you, dear. that's exactly what i wanted from you. andhearts.

[warth_og]

Oh, and my mom said something about God. Like, uh, we aren't supposed to be satisfied, and so on. I wasn't exactly listening; you can talk to her if you care.

[whospikedmyv8]

Thoughts like these are what keeps me up at night. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one who thinks that way. I love reading your entries...they're always so in depth.

[myohmyapplepie]

No, you're not alone. I think about this stuff constantly. I wish I wouldn't sometimes, it takes up so much time. Good to know I'm not alone too then:]

[sex_automata]

your incredible, dont hide.

[myohmyapplepie]

i miss you.