I don't know how many of you believe in magick.

I haven't written here for a very long time. Not truly written. But today, this night, I feel compelled to express something that I see and feel in the world around me. Today, this day, has culminated in a phosphorescence of sex, greenery, sweat, and joy.

Thunderstorms on the horizon, from ( Read more... )

Wow. Just bone-tired. It took everything I had all day to keep from dropping to my knees, putting my forehead to the ground, and just stopping. Just need to stop. For a second, for an hour, for a day. Everything aches. Everything is ready to give up. I am forced to wonder at this point what strength of will is holding all of me together. I don't ( Read more... )

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 So. Tomorrow, I go on a flight with my boss, my old foreman (who I am now the foreman of) and myself. We're touring a window factory. I know it sounds stupid, but I've never been "flown" anywhere on business. I'm used to sweating, ripping houses apart and putting them back together. But now, all of a sudden, this is important business. I hear ( Read more... )

     Grandma's yard was immaculate.  She had birds, squirrels, and trees. She had acres and acres of woods, and they had a mystery to them. An "un-earthly-ness" to them. I was young. I was a child ( Read more... )

Sometimes the worst part of being a textbook Gemini is the ability to simultaneously experience "Fight" AND "Flight" instinct.

So yes. I scraped up enough money and finally tracked down a competent mechanic to fix the ignition problem with my 1989 Saab Turbo. It's our second car, bought only as a work vehicle for me. I spent 800 dollars on it. The ( Read more... )

   There are no stars in the city.  I went for a long run tonight, showered, all in the hopes of getting sleepy. I've got work in the morning for the first time in a week. I've been antsy, irritable, and cranky as hell. WAY too much energy. I've been going to sleep an hour later every night, and waking closer and closer to noon. That hasn't ( Read more... )

It makes me giggle.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FjWROiZryp8&mode=user&search=

Enjoi!

- V -

I feel the blood rising. This is important, but most never even try to understand.  The morning is key...

"Don't fall away".

- V -

I'm going to spend almost all of this weekend Drunk. That's with a capital "D". My woman is coming home, and we're going to live it up proper. I might start tonight drinking with my brother, celebrating an absolutely FANTASTIC two weeks at work, where we accomplished more in two weeks than any crew at the last place I worked could have done in two ( Read more... )