TRAINING...WTF

[mynameradio]

I can't believe two of my friends could think that training me not to talk was a good thing to say or even think about and i wouldn't put it past them to try. I can honestly say that that hurt, it was a true slap in the face. And everyone else just sat there while they discussed keeping me quiet. That is not a good way to train a person maybe for

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[ex_koyo]

but i already fixed the cup for you....

i still can't believe you actually swallowed that dino thing.

<3

[additron]

I DONT WANT YOU TWO TO BREAK UP *explamation point times 3* [some of the keys on my keyboard dont work] I think that you 2 are an adorible couple, and marena agrees and so do lots of other people. the only thing that bothers me about you two going out is that I never get to see you anymore *3 snaps and a head roll* but its coo

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[ex_koyo]

James was telling me last night that we 3 needed to do something...and we should. i had loads of fun that one time!!! (mine work!)

Sorry?

[ausomposumness]

Hey James, I'm sorry u feel that way. Let me explain the silence traning. I want to stop u from saying really mean things. I stuck my head in rebekah's room last night when u and Katherine were in here together and said 'quit having sex you guys' because u always say u are having sex on the phone. You said something like, no thats you. You say things like that a lot. Its one thing if I am making fun of myself but it really bothers me when you make jokes at my expence. You do it all the time too. I don't care if you say stupid things, its funny! Thats you! I love that, but I am sick of what you say to me.

BTW, Rebekah's mom was joking about the cup. It was funny, no one cares, and actually Katherine fixed it.

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[mynameradio]

my thoughts on this are as follows:
1. I am not the only person who makes fun of you.
2. Frequently I am the butt of almost if not all jokes.
3. The fact that you being upset at a joke i made at your expence about a joke you made at me is hypocritical(in my oppinion).
4. The idea of training friends is one of the stupidist things I've ever heard.
4a. The fact that you want to change the way a person is for your benifit is selfish.
4b. After hearing that your friends don't like the idea of being trained you continue to pursue the idea.
5. I admit that I say mean things to you but, Often it is a force of habit, a defensive manuver, or me trying my best to be funny.
5a. I voice an oppinion that a movie doesn't make sence or is confusing and you slap me in the face by saying that one of my favorite movies is a piece of shit.
6. To the best my knowlege I have not talked about you behind your back without it being a vent to let off a little steam.

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[ausomposumness]

james, the hypocritical thing....u maked that joke all the time and u havnt told me to not say that, so its safe. Its pretty much common knowlage that i am sick of the amanda is a slut jokes. Fuck you. I don't have a problem with you and Kathrene, so dont bring up me and Zac. Did i say west side story was a peice of crap? if i did im sorry, but i think i just said that i didnt like it and some one else said it was crap. Ive been trying not to make fun of you and making fun of me in defence in no excuse, its just fucking stupid. The training friends thing was a joke, ok? I just wanted you to know exactly what it was, i didnt want you to make jokes at my expence, and then! Oh you and Zac were discusting! way to not bring up the past. No wonder i never tell you anything.

Just keep in mind this might not make much sence because im really pissed and ranting.

Sorry

[ex_koyo]

I don't know you that well, but i know James really values your friendship. When i first met you i felt i had to prove myself to you, like you were one of the most mportant people to him, and if you hated me, and didn't feel i was good enough for him, i would have been hurt. i'm glad you don't have a problem with us.

He realized what he said about you and Zac was really wrong of him and he deleted the post about an hour after. He didn't mean for you to see it before it was deleted. I hope no one else did either....

I feel that the "i'm not you" "joke" was wrong, and he does agree, and even said he was sorry for it in his original post. I have asked him to stop saying "were having sex" because it isn't right for him to say it. He is realllllllly sorry, and has been trying to call you. So if you do read this, please call him back.

[mynameradio]

Please every one reread my post so that you will understand what is pissing me off. Don't just focus on one or two things because you will miss a lot of what I have to say.

1. training
2. Don't control me
3. Don't gossip about me
4. Rebekah's lack of fellowship towards me
5. Rebekah's lack of tact
6. My relationship and past relationships
7. The nature of the party
8. Rebekah's habit of breaking my bubbleneeds to stop
9. That fucking cup
10. And that fucking pill

and no more anonymous posts...Rebekah doesn't seem to have posted...hmmm

What ever,
Mynameradio

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[ex_koyo]

i think you should drop the cup, because i fixed it...and rebekahs mom the whole time was laughing....she REALLY didn't care.

And i think you should drop the dino-pill....you did choose to take it, they didn't force it down you...you did end up getting a $1.75...

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[mynameradio]

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[ancestorape]

I'm sorry that the party turned out to be a bummmer. I hope that I didn't do anything to make you feel so terrible!

Also, don't worry about the raptor dance. I do admit that I'll always want to see it, but it's no big deal. You shouldn't have to do things that make you uncomfortable or unhappy.

So, I hope that you'll feel better soon.

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[mynameradio]

Thank you for understanding. Perhaps someday there will be a private showing of the Raptor Dance until then i appreciate your understanding.

The party was not bad at all until you left, at which point some things were said, feelings were hurt, and personal space bubbles were popped. I am sorry for the things I said and I am working as hard as I can to salvage friendships. I am still waiting for a call that may never come, but I will wait.

Maggie, I hope you understand that the party was fun when you were there.