i feel like i owe everyone around me an apology. i've been really mean lately and im not quite sure why. i also feel like i havent been a very good friend to certain people, and i wanna apologize for that too. i really need to stop.

im sorry for being a jerk the past week or two.

i'll begin with last friday. didnt really have any plans for the weekend but things turned out great. friday after nhs i offered to give anthony a ride home, then invited him to go to guitar center w/ me (im still looking for a new one to buy; any suggestions on what color??) guitar center was fun, anthony played some with me, i taught him some ( Read more... )

( survey )

this weekend has been simply amazing. friday was the last home football game ever. a little upset cause there wasnt really anyone to sit with. i spent most of the time w/ lauren singer but one of the dance team members randomly was forced to move to ohio so all of them were really sad :( but yeah, i mainly came for the band anyway. the performance ( Read more... )

sooo, just got back from halloween splash and it was amazingly fun but im soooo tired. i've really worked my ass off today, i spent my 3 and 4b off blocks making banners for the msa pizza sale ALL BY MYSELF. thanks a lot shaylee for helping. got lunch at wendys and ice cream from cold stone thanks to mere mere, both of which were delicious. then ( Read more... )

interesting weekend. friday was fun, hung out w/ dani all day - been a really long time since we've done that. went to subway w/ her rachel and joey after school, tried the chicken parmasean sub and it was delicious. went to her house and we watched black hawk down, i love that movie, and she fell asleep. her dog jersey is pretty cool, very ( Read more... )

school's been alright recently. biochem is ridiculous cause of the EC lab alone, although im really mad at mrs costello cause of jeopardy. not that we lost, just that she was such a bitch about it. astronomy is a joke, its ridiculous that that class is weighted. and we have the funniest kids in that class, its great. mvc is alright though i really ( Read more... )

multi/diff/physics c is really pissing me off. i know they're extremely hard classes but the grading is ridiculous. my physics grade is suffering cause i made some really stupid math errors on the multivariable portion of the test, thats gay. mr frierson marked a question wrong on everyone's test even though we all agreed there wasnt enough ( Read more... )

i feel a lot better about things. none of which i care to share about.

i wanna say thank you to meredith, michelle, and dani. meredith just for always being there to listen, there are a lot of things i only feel comfortable talking to you about; i love you. michelle just for being really sweet and always caring, doing the extra little things to ( Read more... )

things are really shitty. literally nothing is going my way in any aspect of my life.

thank god for certain friends. im forever grateful.