I wish things were easier for me. These certain things seem so easy for everyone else but me, & I don`t understand why. Why is it so difficult to see someone for me, to find the time where no one is ill or sleepy or asleep or busy. Everyone else does this all the time. I seriously want to know what makes me different.
I hate myself right now. I let things that wouldn`t normally bother me, bother me, & I let people do things that they shouldn`t do & I just don`t care right now. I just want to curl up with my blanket & go to sleep forever. You have no idea just how appealing this sounds to me, :\