8 days 8 days 8 days

back to work.

What Jessica Means
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from an amazing person. a little quiet at times. always there. always reliable. always fun and always down. he couldn't make it to our wedding but he took the time to get us a congrats card and then stuck a crazy present inside which we can definitely use on our honeymoon. it feels nice to know someone from my past cares about my future. made me ( Read more... )

waiting for applications to schools to be read and rejected or accepted is the hardest longest process.

and i am the most impatient person. oy.

I have 14 working days left.
I have 21 days until I see my dad, mom and sister.
I have 23 days until we get married.
I have 24 days until we go to Costa Rica.

I am totally stressing right now. The NYU application deadline is TOMORROW. I have everything done and sent in, but I am missing one reference. She is totally MIA, wont return my emails or calls and the online NYU system doesnt let you have an alternate.

Fuck. Ok, hopes and dreams down the toilet. and 60 bucks.

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i feel like i am ALWAYS something. sick. sad. overwhelmed. sheesh. I guess I focus on feeling shitty and when I am happy and all that good stuff I dont have anything to bitch about so its not that exciting. lol.

i dont want to retake the damn gre. if i dont, i cant apply to the other 2 phd programs i wanted. just nyu. augh.