in spanish..hooray hooray conrado is gayyy

...it's like getting punched in the stomach.
nothing hurts more than being pushed from a high place.

boom.

where are you where are you do you know how much i miss you? i don't wanna write anything i've been working out in my head all day. i just want to miss you. i want to sit and think about you and how pointless everything seems when i'm not with you. i miss you all the time. i'm always bored. always thinking about you and being alone. why can' ( Read more... )

yep. wishing i had my bradley right about now. why can't things just work out. :( school's almost out...i must wait. grr. i will write more later when others aren't going to be back soon. i have also thoroughly described my mood. not sure why. i miss bradley. he could really make me pretty fucking happy right now...oh yes yes yes he could ( Read more... )

meow. i hurt right now. i dont know. it's stupid. i've been in a good happy mood most of today (after school at least) and now i come home here and i feel poopie sad. i dont know. this music makes me feel sort of romantic and i realize how much i miss brad and how much more i depend on him then i'd like to think i do. does that make me ( Read more... )

ah...changed the settings. how nice. i'm sad bradley is gone. he's at the tool concert. i didn't get to talk to him the other night. that's too bad. i miss him and i love him. i hope i get to see him this weekend. i should make this journal be seriously about my thoughts to some extent. i have a lot of homework tonight. hmm. exciting yet ( Read more... )

in the beginning. ah. how nice. this is my first time you know. tee hee. now i can be just like nealio. we'll see how long it takes for this to fall through...