dropping all them kids at the swimming pool
shitting
All knives be the sharpest in my mind thats the kitchen,

scrawny ass rhymes got no muscle, no thickness
Im sitting here pulling shit out my ass with the quickness

The golden hue of my memories, of the early life, and how traditions started and were continued and cherished and passed on, where work was hands on, and nights ended over conversation and I felt safe and secure. Nights at my grandmas house built from the ground up. I Want to live with a foundation from which to build upon. I Want to give that to ( Read more... )

Like an old friend you walk out of everything and come into being before me ( Read more... )

Crippled by the thought of the future and what challenges and hardships those entail. like staring at base of a Giant hill to climb after riding 2000 miles.

I come to you as a flea, wondering the dusty barin searching for warmth. A signal, a hope to survive. Finding it I leap away from the nothingness to you, your body my shelter and feast attained in my flight. Restless I remain, to find a place to hide. The great eyes fall upon me, senses before numb, sprite out signal of my presence. I run in fear ( Read more... )

Still have no drive about 80% of the time, I can get motivated to do some things, but they are only to fill in the gaps of necessity, Like work, Killing free time, cleaning the house..blah blah. Besides living comfortable and staying afloat, there is nothing for me here. Im not living for anything that has to do with my personal success. Its like " ( Read more... )

I hate where I am, I hate what I am here with, I just want to end. no more choices no more decisions.

I want to die but I would never do it to myself I just want this all to stop

and Its neither good nor bad right now, kinda floating in a vapid atmosphere for the time being, more so from lack of sleep, but its still there.

I think its better for both of us, it would of only turned sour.

need to rebuild that foundation, just looking for supplies.

3/26/11

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its eerie cold, and im all alone, its getting old, I miss you ( Read more... )