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[myfidelity]

I sit in my room at night with a ripper of a sore throat and write songs. I write songs easily.
Songs about girls that across the country, across the boarder, across the continent, across the world.

newest chorus

Your sun soaked beaches
& your snow capped hills
you're beautiful smiles
& your painted thrills

I hope for you...
California...

It's been

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[onthesneak]

you fly from ottawa to halifax on wednesday? you're not getting in at 9:20pm are you?

[myfidelity]

Yah. I think I am Honky tonk, are we gonna be flight buddies?

[onthesneak]

also, i've been reading everything you've been writing, and my own weird shit reminds me of your stuff and i don't know what to say about it, so i just don't. but i understand, sort of.

[onthesneak]

annnnd. i just realized you are probably flying back from montreal and are not on my flight at all.

[myfidelity]

ha...that's right. I missed that too. I got all excited. :(

;)

[trawzartyst]

..is that meeee?
i'm teary eyed. i hope it's me. :) i love that. and you.
as much as i could love someone i've never met, but probably know more about me than some people that have met me ;)

and that trip coming up, sounds amazing! i wish i was going. i have the perfect hoodie for meeting bex. we could sit on the plane with one earplug each from your mp3'r. perfect. it's a date.

and hockey is killing me! i'm dying to go to another game. i'm in the works for a big group for the kings/coyotes game the day after christmas. and we're going to the ducks/avs the day after my birthday (march 29, be there or be square!)

[myfidelity]

Of course it's you. :)

I found my self reading your posts & wanting to say something but I had no words. I could only sit here hoping that things would turn around for you. It was frustrating.

So out of that came a lil' tune with the above chorus. A friend of mine (brad) wants me to write more songs & play them with him so his is me starting. My friend Bruce also continually pushes me to find new things to write about so i end up writing tunes about California.

The trip to Ott & Mtl is going to be wonderful & I can't wait. This time tomorrow I'll be bumming around Julia's neighbourhood waiting for her to get of work.

And saying I'm excited to see Bex is the understatement of the century. I miss Bex like it's my full time job.

Me you & the ducks vs avs would be fun but I'm not sure I can get to California. If it happens, trust me, you'll know. :)

Stay up kiddo, things will turn around for you. I'm willing it to happen.

[reflectshadow]

I dunno I just felt like a jerk because I thought it was all fun and light and then I learned it was fuckin' someones head up and I don't like doing that.

just proves that you're NOT a jerk, because you felt bad about it, and you honestly didn't mean for it to happen.

[myfidelity]

:)That's what I was hoping but I still felt pretty bad about it. But I think her and I are cool now. We just have to watch how we flirt until she figures out what's up with her & her boy.

I don't want to influence that at all because as I've said, I'm not really sure what (if anything) I am looking for.