(fic)

[myeongdong]

꼭 깨져봐야 아픈 줄 알지
(you only find out that it hurts after it's already broken.)
sunggyu, dongwoo and woohyun in every permutation | nc-17 | part 4 of 9

Comments

[penny_lane_42]

This line:

it makes something inside Woohyun ache, horribly, like a fist closing around his aorta and squeezing-but it's a sweet kind of pain, almost,

it just totally sums up how I feel when I'm reading this story. It hurts, it makes my heart ache, but I love it so much. These poor broken boys, all tangled up in each other with so much love they aren't sure how to share and in so much pain. Gah!

[myeongdong]

Thank you! I'm not sure if you meant that as a compliment or not, but if I can make people feel emotions like that while reading, then I think I've done something well...!

And thank you for continuing to read! ♥

[penny_lane_42]

I definitely meant it as a compliment. Many of my favorite stories make me hurt the most. It's all about investment!

[myeongdong]

I think I know the feeling! Like that Franz Kafka quote, "But we need books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone, like a suicide." Perhaps not quite so melodramatically, but I think the sentiment is there.

[mjallirow]

I made, like, whale-noises when I saw that you had updated this again. My mother fears for my sanity. But it's soo good.

o--o

[myeongdong]

Sometimes, whale-noises are the only way to express how you feel about something!

Thank you very much! :)

[jjang]

THIS IS WHY WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS OMG I WAS JUST BABBLING THE ENTIRE TIMENI READ THIS CHAPTER
DONGWOO YOU'RE TOO PERFECT BABY JUST COME TO ME INSTEAD 8((((((((((((((((((((

[myeongdong]

You've graduated from using icons of Dongwoo's stupid face to using icons of Chanyeol's... I'm not sure if this is an improvement or not ㅋㅋㅋ

We'll see, we'll see~

[shiz_lestat]

Ah, so many feelings about this! I'm not sure I'll be able to write anything coherent ;__; The contrast between the first and the last scene killed me.
Your way of writing Sunggyu is all kinds of awesome, it's complex and kinda twisted, like he's not really likeable but one can't help but love him because there's and interesting depth in him (or maybe is my Sunggyu bias speaking for me)

But back to the first scene, I loved it, it's heartbreaking and dark, and I seriously felt like crying while reading it (it's a first for me being all teary eyed because of a sex scene).

In contrast, that last scene between Dongwoo and Woohyun was so sweet. This story is an emotional rollercoaster and with that nice and sweet ending now I'm afraid bad things will happen to them in the next chapter ;__;

[myeongdong]

If you're not sure whether you should like Sunggyu, then I think I'm doing what I intended to do. Sunggyu, here, is meant to be complicated-he's selfish sometimes and blunt and unforgiving, but also very gentle and understanding when he needs to be. They just need to find their rhythm.

You'll see~ ♥ Thank you for reading!

[laeryn]

HOMYGOD. I commented the first chapter but I've been out of town for the last week and now I come back and there are 5 episodes and OMG. I was going to wait till the last one to tell you "hey it's 5am i'll comment tomorrow but this is kinda, you know, PERRRRFECT" but damn, I lovedlovedloved that Dongwoo/Woohyun kiss. So damn sweet, so like Dongwoo, so perfect and nothing like Woohyun and Sunggyu's encounter (and it's not like I have anything against Leader Gyu, but!). Really. LOVED IT. Brb reading the next part :D!

ps. Key!cameo and Sungjong being perfect :DDDD love it!

[myeongdong]

Thank you very much! I'm glad you're enjoying what there is so far :) ♥