my brother came home wednesday and brought only HALO 2 and some clothes....By this morning i have stayed up until 2 in the morning 2 nights and beat the game twice. and i'm in the middle of a game now...but he leaves sunday and i'm going to cry...

why am i never in a good mood anymore? I guess i have a good life. But i am just not feeling it. When ever i'm not with my friends i'm just in a shit mood. i dono. Maybe i'm just a little emo kid but i just have nothing always there to make me happy, music only goes so far. so if im in a bad mood and i'm a dick, i'm sorry.

o ya today was not good. i got inhouse for 3 days if people didn't know already and i got really upset but not at that or the fact that i got grounded and won't be able to see emily until tuesday, but that i was so mean to my parents. It got to the point where my dad told me that he think i don't want anything to do with him and don't love him at ( Read more... )

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ok, i'm torn and you need to help me out, so comment bitch. I am not sure if i should quit swim and focus on drumming or just tough it out, because to tell you the truth i really don't like swim too much, but i have been doing it for such a long time... And drumming i just love now that i'm on snare and i just don't know, so let me know what you

past couple of days have been spendivorous. I really enjoy bus rides, i always have such awesome conversations with some one special(who likes skiing space robots). But ya i have been having an awesome time and i finally think something is there to make me happy a lot, besides my friends. damn porcupine tree is good...
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ya today i was very very tired because last night i was up late doin homework. This made me very hyper for some reason tho. so school wasn't bad, then i went to Emily's for a little shin-dig with jen too. At Ems i got very tired and i think a lot when i'm tired. I hate thinking too... So i was thinking wow i am really lonely and i really hate ( Read more... )

whoa. today was crazy, woke up very late, got extremely tire..to the point where it hurts. ugh then a spanish test...oops..but then after school i felt like having kari, emily and jen over(so i did). had lots of fun... :(kari had to leave early,did i ever mention that i have the best friends IN THE WORLD, i don't care what you bitches say, ( Read more... )

whoa...today was insain. Woke up in the basement and did nothing until i masterbated(not kidding), then i "worked out" plans for the day without telling my rents anything. So the joe came over and got the cops to come take a visit because he is a retard. Then lees house, not a bad band practice,the ladies went too. then after that i was a ( Read more... )

ya so...new live lournal..woy too exciting for this one. But, ya band suck like always, its really like a soap opra(cymbal line) but ya. I think i'm gonna do good on the spanish test tomm because jen came over to tutor me but she SUCKS at spanish too so ya that doesn't work...tee hee o well.................i'm out