Are the windows open yet?....

[my_paradox]

I wrote a letter to someone. do I really know them or anything about them? to send it would mean vunerability. why the need to defend and protect. life is about risks yes?...........so they all say

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[scarytree]

sad to say, but you can never really truly know someone - for the reason you state above. we all defend and protect ourselves from being vulnerable.. i have reason to believe that everyone does it, and even in the deepest relationships, there are things left unsaid, just for that fear of being easily destroyed

[scarytree]

"i think everyone has these fears, but we have the clarity to express them."

sorry, i meant to write more there.. that was in reference to a comment you made on one of my posts.. i do read them, you know!

it's a pity i'm too scared to go to slimelight, haha. i think maybe patrick and susan are going tonight, i'm not sure. if you see them there wish them well from me.

[my_paradox]

yeah, he said he'll be there. will do.

don't be afraid of slimes!........spend your money on better things by all means. I think you should show your face sometime (thats a terrible phrase to use, but you get what I mean.) feeling bit empty right now. not depressed necessarily, just not in touch with anything as I have to leave my house soon and stuff is running round my head.

hope you're well. get on a train bitch!!

[miss_motleydoll]

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLooooooooo
beacky-boo i have a journal now so you have to add me to your friends list kk?

love you sammy

+misses you+

[my_paradox]

yeah baby yeah!! hehe

*huggles*

xxx

[horror0fbeauty]

Hey Becky its z0e we met 0n saterday in camden with rhi and mickey is it 0k if i add y0u as a friend ? :)

L0ve Xxz0exX x x x x <3

[my_paradox]

sure thing hun

adds you back

xx

Re: hello....

[anonymous]

urgh, hello. i thought i would keep anonymous for now... just so u didnt et freaked out too much. i didnt know oyu were on LJ. i found it in a weird an round about sort of way...cycles and circles i guess. i think im gonna keep talking to you like this till you work out who i am.
x

Re: hello....

[my_paradox]

hehe, I can probably guess who you are. If I'm correct you're the one person who I've banned from reading my journal, hense the post you are replying to, being rather old. Nevermind. I don't hold grudges anymore, I just don't care.

hope you're having a nice life and appriciate the time I have taken to respond.

hmmmmmmmm, perhaps you're not the person who i think you are, as I don't think that person would be stupid enough to leave a comment. he also knows I have a live journal and don't think he'd be up for any sarcastic shit really.

if you're not, I apologise. However I'm not going to take a risk, so you'd be better off posting and actually signing it.

Re: hello....

[my_paradox]

If you're not an 18 year old male who has pissed me off to an extreme in the past, I may well want to talk to you.......