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[my_last_desire]

Well i chilled with ashley yesterday, from like fuckin 8am-2pm.. yeah, that meant i hadda leave the house at like 7:30 just to be there shortly after 8:30... but i had fun, it was nice to catch up a little after about 2yrs, we were supposed to go to the fair tomorrow after she gets done with class, but well, u can kinda guess where that ended up,

Comments

WHY!

[anonymous]

If you were so let down by her...why do you waste your time on her? Doesn't seem like it make much sense to me at all. Do you even like this girl?

Re: WHY!

[my_last_desire]

Yeah i care about her, just like i care about alot of the people whom i CONTINUOUSLY waste my time upon, but i don't do it so much for what i'll get out of it, but more so for what i hope it will make them see... that i care, for them, as a person, more than most people would think... but ohwell, fuck it... u think anyone really gives a shit ?... obviously not.

WOOD

Give it time

[anonymous]

Well, maybe she will see that you do care about her...and it won't be too late. Just give it some time.

Re: Give it time

[my_last_desire]

yeah well time's running out... i can't continue doin this to myself but for so long... i've got way too much goin on outside of just caring for her, and whoever u are, don't take it the wrong way, i have NO PROBLEM ATTAL with caring for her, it's just me, i can't help how i feel, i can't help if i was to care or not care for her, but I DO CARE... but shit... if yur like most any normal person, yur not gonna fall but so many times... and eventually u get the point... something's just not quite right here... and then you realize... u see.. maybe it's not her... maybe it's me... or u may look at it, and think, maybe it's not me... maybe it's her... but i don't know who the fuck it is at this point... i've just got too much shit goin on right now... nite...

WOOD