not to knock the druggie lifestyle, or get you pissed off as soon as we're on speaking terms again, but do you really think the drugs are helping all this?
when you rely on whatever shit you do to stop being pissed off and all the other shit you feel with people you don't like, you know that you can't be regular, much less happy without someting. anything. please, please, dearFUCKINGgod, take it easy on that shit. how many coke-heads have you seen? or vegetables? i'm not doing horror stories - i've taken both, as i'm sure you have, but your fucking brain can only take so much. and i know your gonna do it so i'll only ask you not to, but when you finish that shit, go watch the fucking sunrise and pay attention to the voice in your head somewhere saying, this might be too much. back off before you get addicted mikey.
ive cut down alot, and now its to the point where i dont even know anymore, im just a mess, and i cant get shit straight, shit everyday i go to school, i think ive been sober a complete 5 or 6 days, im usually always stoned, then i get home and do whatevers laying around
wish i could take the time to watch the sunrise, that be nice, but this bullshit weather, or more ike season isnt allowing me to do that nothing but dark clouds everywhere, this enviroment is killing me too
but i know what you mean, and ill cut it down alot
you can come live with me. i'm totally serious. you'll mellow out. save your money instead of spending it on stupid shit like coke and come spend a month ith me in the summer or something.
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when you rely on whatever shit you do to stop being pissed off and all the other shit you feel with people you don't like, you know that you can't be regular, much less happy without someting. anything. please, please, dearFUCKINGgod, take it easy on that shit. how many coke-heads have you seen? or vegetables? i'm not doing horror stories - i've taken both, as i'm sure you have, but your fucking brain can only take so much. and i know your gonna do it so i'll only ask you not to, but when you finish that shit, go watch the fucking sunrise and pay attention to the voice in your head somewhere saying, this might be too much. back off before you get addicted mikey.
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wish i could take the time to watch the sunrise, that be nice, but this bullshit weather, or more ike season isnt allowing me to do that nothing but dark clouds everywhere, this enviroment is killing me too
but i know what you mean, and ill cut it down alot
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