lame entry

[my1astbreath]

i guess it's kind of unhealthy that i fall alseep crying every night

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[topagae]

*Kisses her cheek* I do the same thing just about every night. People like you make it worthwhile kid. - Chris

[blazintrav]

You may not believe me, but I'm there for you if you need to talk. Maybe that's not what you wanted to hear but oh well.

[pyroja]

Zia, my friend, don't go emo on me.

Come on, I'll go rent a car and we'll race around Marin, kk?

If I feel up for it, I may even let you win ;D

[Trojan.]

[my1astbreath]

lol

[trans_elysiance]

Hey Zia, I know we don't know each other too well (and as per usual I'm about a hundred years behind on LJ), but if you ever need to talk to someone I've been told I'm a pretty decent listener. On AIM I'm Chaitanya Radha or Fava Bean Soup

[trans_elysiance]

thanks sheera. :-)

[my1astbreath]

whoops forgot to login (that was me lol)

Freewill is Mankinds Misery

[anonymous]

Urgency and Warning Apocalypse as the time draws near to the end mankind ponders on the nightmares of his own existence his future his past his now why I ask does mankind even think he is worth so much as a breath of air let alone an answer to his own brought on misery today I look at my new car worthless in pieces crashed dead and destroyed why because my freewill to give into my son's begging for the keys allowed this 20,000 thousand no insurance mistake me me me again over and over again I tell you the truth this is the 5th car he has destroyed and why why why cant I say no because my freewill has a crazy mind of it's own I always give into the misery of my emotions drama this demonic pull of demons this is where mankind has gone wrong all through history we have freewill choices to make good and bad dark and light right and wrong one way or the other I knew that my son would 99.9 percent drive my car sideways and crazy but my freewill and misunderstanding of my self control through emotional pulls and freewill of my own choice