Deepest Shadows Pt5/? xFor Spikedlovex
The Master said nothing, but he looked upon me now with hazed eyes and a gentle smile, his fangs not even tarnishing the sweetness of his look. His face showed upon him the expression of quiet pride, a certain satisfaction in my gratification . My brow was sweaty, my breathing now slow and heavy ,deepened. He rose beside me and took me into a tender embrace, then lifted me into his arms before walking me to the bed. He laid me down so gently that I would have thought impossible for the Master I knew; it wasn’t hard for him to have lifted me as he was much stronger than I. I did not dare struggle, but at the same time, I did not want to. He would leave me now in this state I thought, when I was in a golden haze and didn’t want anything but the warmth of another body.
But again he did not do as my Master would have done, he did not turn away and leave me alone in my vulnerable state. He disrobed what little he wore and climbed in next to me. I was put in a peaceful state by this, very much in the back of my mind that this was in fact real. But that did not matter now, if it truly was a dream, I did not wish to wake from it. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed down my neck tenderly, bringing me to lie against his chest on the bed in the pale flickering light of the room. I listened to his heart beat and felt him breathe under me; I was in pure bliss.
And, as if truly a dream, he uttered the words I felt in my heart I was born to hear.
“I love you,” He smiled down at me, my Ville, my beauty…my god. I sighed and kissed his chest softly; he pulled the sheets over us and stroked my hair as the sun was soon to rise. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. This is where I belonged.
Within an instance my entire world, our world, was changed…perhaps forever.
I awoke that next night feeling cold. I searched, my eyes still shut, for the familiar feel of the body I’d fallen asleep with, but to no avail. I pulled the sheets up around me and drank in the scent of him, letting a smile creep onto my marble white face. With my vampiric hearing I heard the brush of leaves across the floor and only now became aware of an Autumn breeze pouring forth from the main hall.
So I decided to rise, and reluctantly left what was now ‘our’ bed in search of the Master himself. It was on the edge of the balcony with the doors wide I found him leaning over, not smoking unusually.
He was now fully dressed in his leather trousers and open black silk shirt. Mm you look delicious.. I found myself thinking. I realised how chilled I was having only a long sleeved, white linen shirt to cover me; one of Ville’s he had laid aside for me when I woke. My bare feet felt pleasing on the now freezing marble of the balcony, and I stepped behind my Master wrapping my arms round his waist, pulling me close to him. After last night, I felt no fear of my Lord.
“Beautiful night isn’t it?” he smiled not tearing his gaze from the lights of the busy city below.
“Mmm, beautiful,” I sighed resting my head against his back.
He turned to me pulling my small frame against his, and he just spent time looking into my eyes, as I stared back at his. Those perfect crystal green eyes that I could have died in all over again. The nights chill gave way to snow that now drifted from the sky, landing all around us and in his dark hair and across our pale skin. But the silence was broken-
“Bam,” he whispered, something was amiss in his tone “I must leave you for a while”
My entire world fell apart just at that moment, like a fairytale with a shattered ending. I couldn’t hold back the stinging hot tears welling from my blue eyes.
“Please Master, no!” I broke down holding him close as if he would leave me right there. He shook his head. I had worked myself into a state.
“Have I done something wrong?” I whimpered, begging, asking desperately. He softened at this pulling me into a comforting embrace,
“Shh, love, no” he said stroking my head “I’m being called away for a few days, I’ll be back”
“Who? Is it-” I cut off.
“No Bam, no. There’s no other”
I was hurt, how could he do this to me? What was it in aid of? He’d used me again somehow, maybe this was just another game of his-make me feel meaning and leave me again. I pulled myself from his arms and ran inside thinking only of getting away from him .I ran into the bedroom and hid away in the corner away from the truth, trying my best to hide behind the white curtains that blew in the wind.
He followed me slamming the balcony doors, I heard his quickened footsteps down the hall. I buried my face in my hands like a child and prayed him not to see the place where I shed my torrent of tears.
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Hope you enjoyed this pt!Spesh Spikedlove, thanks hon.
will post more soon,ta ta dahlings...
But again he did not do as my Master would have done, he did not turn away and leave me alone in my vulnerable state. He disrobed what little he wore and climbed in next to me. I was put in a peaceful state by this, very much in the back of my mind that this was in fact real. But that did not matter now, if it truly was a dream, I did not wish to wake from it. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed down my neck tenderly, bringing me to lie against his chest on the bed in the pale flickering light of the room. I listened to his heart beat and felt him breathe under me; I was in pure bliss.
And, as if truly a dream, he uttered the words I felt in my heart I was born to hear.
“I love you,” He smiled down at me, my Ville, my beauty…my god. I sighed and kissed his chest softly; he pulled the sheets over us and stroked my hair as the sun was soon to rise. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. This is where I belonged.
Within an instance my entire world, our world, was changed…perhaps forever.
I awoke that next night feeling cold. I searched, my eyes still shut, for the familiar feel of the body I’d fallen asleep with, but to no avail. I pulled the sheets up around me and drank in the scent of him, letting a smile creep onto my marble white face. With my vampiric hearing I heard the brush of leaves across the floor and only now became aware of an Autumn breeze pouring forth from the main hall.
So I decided to rise, and reluctantly left what was now ‘our’ bed in search of the Master himself. It was on the edge of the balcony with the doors wide I found him leaning over, not smoking unusually.
He was now fully dressed in his leather trousers and open black silk shirt. Mm you look delicious.. I found myself thinking. I realised how chilled I was having only a long sleeved, white linen shirt to cover me; one of Ville’s he had laid aside for me when I woke. My bare feet felt pleasing on the now freezing marble of the balcony, and I stepped behind my Master wrapping my arms round his waist, pulling me close to him. After last night, I felt no fear of my Lord.
“Beautiful night isn’t it?” he smiled not tearing his gaze from the lights of the busy city below.
“Mmm, beautiful,” I sighed resting my head against his back.
He turned to me pulling my small frame against his, and he just spent time looking into my eyes, as I stared back at his. Those perfect crystal green eyes that I could have died in all over again. The nights chill gave way to snow that now drifted from the sky, landing all around us and in his dark hair and across our pale skin. But the silence was broken-
“Bam,” he whispered, something was amiss in his tone “I must leave you for a while”
My entire world fell apart just at that moment, like a fairytale with a shattered ending. I couldn’t hold back the stinging hot tears welling from my blue eyes.
“Please Master, no!” I broke down holding him close as if he would leave me right there. He shook his head. I had worked myself into a state.
“Have I done something wrong?” I whimpered, begging, asking desperately. He softened at this pulling me into a comforting embrace,
“Shh, love, no” he said stroking my head “I’m being called away for a few days, I’ll be back”
“Who? Is it-” I cut off.
“No Bam, no. There’s no other”
I was hurt, how could he do this to me? What was it in aid of? He’d used me again somehow, maybe this was just another game of his-make me feel meaning and leave me again. I pulled myself from his arms and ran inside thinking only of getting away from him .I ran into the bedroom and hid away in the corner away from the truth, trying my best to hide behind the white curtains that blew in the wind.
He followed me slamming the balcony doors, I heard his quickened footsteps down the hall. I buried my face in my hands like a child and prayed him not to see the place where I shed my torrent of tears.
------<3
Hope you enjoyed this pt!Spesh Spikedlove, thanks hon.
will post more soon,ta ta dahlings...