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[mxkittie]

An instant realization, as though opening one's eyes from a pleasant dream, hit me like a block of ice. My reaction time has always been slow, deliberately, learned... a constant numbness to keep emotion's sharp claws at bay. I know what I should feel; there is always immediate awareness. I only seek to stave off pain, and by doing so, have jaded

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[entropicflux]

"She was terrified at first, until she became used to the warped images in the gloomy water where she swam."

that's my favourite line, right there. there's something lovely about the concept conjured up by that! like drifting through a liquid house of mirrors, everything distorted and perverted from original shape into forms new and alien. hah, lovecrafty, to be sure.

at least according to buddhist methodology, no-one is ever incapable of redemption. indeed, there's no sin to commit. the world is just a swirling ball of change and dynamism, and the only crime is stagnation. grow, change, and learn. everything else is incidental, my secret friend.