i dont remember a whole lot.

and i think i like it that way.
i love you budweiser.
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we fed the ducks.
we got smoothies.
kissed goodbye.

<3

i almost cried when we said goodbye.
but i held back my tears till i went inside.
i probably wont see him for a while.
he might come back a couple times over the summer.
that would be really nice.
i like him too much.
i miss him already.

sometimes it takes me forever to realize things, i guess.
i wish i was leaving for new york a week from now instead of tomorrow.
i care about him more than i thought i did.
it all just hit me in the shower today, and it kind of overwhelmed me.

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sooo.
yeah.
i think i am sorta over it.
perhaps.

RUN AWAY, BECAUSE THIS MAKES NO SENSE...

so, um, i know someone that is leaving for the whole summer in about a month.
i kinda dont know what to do/think about it.

from the looks of things, maybe i'll just sorta slip away and forget about them.
i'll do what i usually do, i'll just drift away until they don't know me anymore.

it will still hurt though.

oh god drama is so stupid. just shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
everyone knows that you and your friends are just a joke.
so shut up already, because everyone is sick of hearing you run your mouth.
have fun being stuck in petaluma your whole life.
doing absolutely nothing.

anyways, my friends kick ass. and i love them all.
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what do you do when you hate something you once loved?

sick to my stomach with regret.
and just plain sick to my stomach.

i want to break through the walls of my room.
and scream.
i just want it to be morning.