Apr 13, 2003 03:47
I'm! I dunno!
Angry and happy?
Yes, I adore you people.
Yes I came for one reason.
Yes, I stayed for many!
No I don't like it when people try to set things up, they become awkward.
Assumptions are always made.
I get caught in these whirlwinds and I wonder why is this happening?
Adam and I had a talk tonight.
All that I know is that he is the man.
He said two things that stuck out in my head that make me trust him completly and adore him ever more.
Number one being "I am completly in love with a girl right now."
And besides Kate and Jon, him and Jenn make me happy to be apart of their
lives.
Number two he asked me "Shannon, tell my boys are knocking down your door right now."
No there aren't, but thank you for asking if they're were. Or hopin that they are there some place.
Unfortunatly right now I am feeling below average right now.
I feel like I'm everyones sister and though it's comforting to know that I have so many wonderful men that would murder anyone who gave me a hard time...
Not one of them thinks of me before they go to sleep at night.
And that's where the heartache lies.
I should know by now that writing in your journal this late at night only leads to meloncholy endevors always coming back to boys.
On an up note: The cast is sweet and wonderful. I can sleep tommorrow, kind of. And I made out with Mikey D. tonight. Nothing like drowning your sorrows than in the arms of a gay man.
Nite. More to come tommorrow. Happier. Promise.