aw, you have to look at the little things in life that you gain & ignore the shit that happens to you. felixx told me that =) and if you really think about it.. yea iono it seems pretty important. i figured out that if i try too hard for something i never reach it too, so i stopped trying this year =/ I talked to all my teachers today & every single one of them told me that it would be impossible for me to raise my grade to an A by the end of the semester... I'll just end up with a buncha low B's and high C's, so i guess i screwed myself over. especially in math. I have a D- there haha
yes...when i try very hard..i still can never reach my goal...but if i don't try and work my ass off...then i totally fail and such....i hate myself. wow...how can you still remain so calm and composed....? i suppose it is a good thing...cause you are not freaky out or something like what you would have done if you are the old you...? man...i am always feeling the stress and all that crap...adds to my load of probs and...fuck...i can't stand it anymore... we should hang out this weekend...plenty of time...do you have time...we could just go somewhere and eat and talk...we haven't talked in a longgg time.
loll damnn when i read your comment i realized how much has changed-- we really do need to talk haha =x andd mm I'll try my best to find time. I'm supposed to be working & studying finally cause I have C's & D's in all my classes, but hopefully I'll be able to go out. andrew, amy & i planned to go out any time we can this weekend- probably every day- but when do you have time? i'll fuck hw & go with you lol XD
I know! I think you changed alot...i dunno if i changed much tho...i doubt it.... yea....it would be awesome if we can just hang and talk this weekend! I have time Fri Sat and Sun...i can even skip art if you don't have time any other day...cause i miss you and we really need to catch up!
Don't worry about loss--something good will happen. And when something GREAT really does come your way, don't believe for ONE SECOND that it'll ever go away.
:D
*huggles again* now go sit on a couch and relax with a book. (not Bio. don't you dare study Bio now XDDD)
aww thanks. =) well...i hope something great does happen...but i doubt it...and if it does...let's just hope it doesn't go away too soon... yea...nowadays...when i read a book...it is bio...that is except when i read for English class...^^''
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we should hang out this weekend...plenty of time...do you have time...we could just go somewhere and eat and talk...we haven't talked in a longgg time.
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andd mm I'll try my best to find time. I'm supposed to be working & studying finally cause I have C's & D's in all my classes, but hopefully I'll be able to go out. andrew, amy & i planned to go out any time we can this weekend- probably every day- but when do you have time? i'll fuck hw & go with you lol XD
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yea....it would be awesome if we can just hang and talk this weekend! I have time Fri Sat and Sun...i can even skip art if you don't have time any other day...cause i miss you and we really need to catch up!
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sorry I missed this post...
*huggles and love*
poor dear...
Don't worry about loss--something good will happen.
And when something GREAT really does come your way, don't believe for ONE SECOND that it'll ever go away.
:D
*huggles again*
now go sit on a couch and relax with a book.
(not Bio. don't you dare study Bio now XDDD)
kidding. do whatever you want to do <33333
just have fun.
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well...i hope something great does happen...but i doubt it...and if it does...let's just hope it doesn't go away too soon...
yea...nowadays...when i read a book...it is bio...that is except when i read for English class...^^''
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