all of a sudden i have become very insecure about myself..

and i feel like im failing myself and people really really close to me

and i think everyone is out to get me.. no i dont im lieing

and i deffinitly made some bad choices in the last week..

and its all cuz... i dunno


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Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

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long time no update been very occupied..

cody has been sent to some behavior correctional institution

and i feel horrible i know if i was with him for the few days befor they took custody of him that everything would have been fine and he would not have ended up there.. im kinda scared although i know they are just trying to help him.. his mom ( Read more... )

probation officer called today... to forwarn my parents about lemmy ( Read more... )

Well once again i am off snowboarding with my friends o joy for me wouldnt mind if cody could come with me that would be nice but owell atleast i know he is going to be wating at his home to talk to i as soon as possible he will probly even call my cell and leave a msg or somthing knowing him well atleast thats what he usely does hmmm wish i could ( Read more... )

declan came back from el bahamas and got me a little wood carved pipe its rather cute.. i have to name it.. i think im naming it mr sticky man or somthing cuz there is the little teaky guy carved into it ( Read more... )

Wow I really love cody hes just everything to i like we have great planes for eachother like planes to travle around and to get married and like have a house and srtuff its soo fantastic i shall eternily be his he had me promise to never cheat on him today i hope i can be faythfull to him hes such a great person like hes everyhthing like he calls ( Read more... )

What is the geekiest part of your music collection? - ummm marilyn manson ( Read more... )

i wrote this.. right after i lost a huge part of my life.. and i lost this major peace of it because i have this problem.. and its almost impossible to explain. u might try to call it teen drama... but realy u cant.. its the enviornmental tumor that has been infecting me since birth... so now i will explain it the only way i can ( Read more... )

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