.... Soooo.

Hacking up bloody phlegm. Hell yeah!

quit it, body.

I need to quit tweaking over being deficient compared to others. "S/he's funnier, more mature, more experienced, more intelligent, more interesting, always knows what to say..." ... I'm me, yeah? But I think I'm handling it better than I did a month ago.

I haven't cried for almost a week and a half, now. Used to be I would curl up and shake and not know what to do with myself. Some people tried to help, some (justifiably) rolled their eyes and told me to get over it. Nothing really worked for more than a day at a time ( Read more... )

WHOA OKAY UPDATE!

My lower left MY OTHER LEFT* jaw is piss-yellow (I might be exaggerating, that's just how it looks to me) from bruising, but it's not hurting half as bad as it did in the week following surgery. I can eat noodles and shit besides mashed potatoes!! Though I do love me some mashed potatoes and gravy. Basil tomato soup is pretty ( Read more... )

So, started work on Tuesday.  Been tired and stressy, and I keep dreaming in bagging sequences and seeing containers shuffle themselves with ghost hands while I watch.  It's irritating. :P

(last night my subconscious played a mean trick on me and kept pulling up a chat window where Xhan23 was talking, leading to me believe she was back, so I kept ( Read more... )

Trip down memory lane wasn't so great, but it was gonna happen sooner or later.  I think I was overdue for a REAL cry anyway.

I feel much better now, yo.  Shit goes down but at least there's still something left with you.

(ftr, don't try to hold a cat while you're being all weepy.  All they'll do is put their butt in your face.)