Todd was snuggled next to Neil, deep asleep. There was a frown on his face though. His dreams were troubled again. He shifted in his sleep as brief images flashed in his mind. Passages of a poem drifted, sometimes his, sometimes someone else's, and the words then twisted into discordant nonsense. Dead eyes staring back blankly. Grey places absence
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It wasn't easy to keep back, watch from a distance, let Todd make his friends and explore what was perhaps a darker course of discussion then Neil was happy with but...it was Todd's choice and all Neil could do was be there in the night to hold him.
And that was what he was ready to do tonight.
Long arms reached for the shaking body from behind, pulling Todd back towards the warmth of his embrace and the soft comfort of the bed covers.
"Shhhhssss, just a dream, Beautiful Boy."
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"Beautiful," he murmered in a low tone at the young man, wishing his hands were free to stroke his hair and face.
But then his lover's mouth began teasing him the way he had been teasing, and a low rumbling purr of approval emerged from his throat. His back arched as the tension in himself ratcheted up further than it had been, and now it was his legs trying to move restless beneath the slim actor's body.
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"My Beautiful Boy." He whispered from down between Todd's legs and though he enjoyed making a meal of the pale, soft skin of his lover's inner thigh, Neil didn't...couldn't tease them for as long as Todd had, simply because neither of them could stand it.
Giving the juncture of hip and thigh a loving nip, firm enough to leave a bruise come morning, Neil turned his head and lashed his tongue across his lover's cockhead, moistening it quite deliberately.
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He felt himself twitch against the feel of warm tongue. He was about on the edge now.
"Neil, I need you now." He commanded his lover, silently urging his attentions in that intimate language of theirs.
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"All you ever have to do...is ask, love." He whispered, wanting Todd to know that all he ever had to do was ask and Neil would be there, always there.
Reaching down and behind them, he shifted himself so that, though he was on top, Todd was penetrating him from beneath. It took a little careful balancing on the lanky youth's part but just the right angle and...yes.
Neil's head feel back, the moonlight painting shadows across his pale chest as he arched over top of Todd, driving himself down onto the impaling heat of his lover's length.
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"God! Todd!" Neil cried out in a shuddering tone as pure pleasure tore through him and his hips began to move more urgently in counterpoint to his lover's actions. He'd read about a neat trick and tried it now, clenching his internal muscles to tighten the friction around Todd's length as they moved together.
A couple more internal brushes, however and Neil was that close to the edge, tipping along the peak of the cliff before his soft cry echoed off the walls of their sanctuary and he was coming hard. The hands closed around Todd's wrists clenched tightly, holding him desperately tight.
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"Oh Neil... yes, I..." Then as Neil's cry sounded, his voice sounded loudly in harmony, shouting his lover's name as his head tilted back against the pillow. Not even noticing how tightly Neil's hands were around his wrists, as he finally came.
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"Hi." He whispered softly, lovingly.
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"Hi, my beautiful Muse of night. I love you. I missed you during all that before. When I was... you know. If I couldn't feel you then I think it would have destroyed me." He snuggled close to Neil.
"Even if we can't get to London for a while, maybe, maybe we can still go somewhere? Just the two of us? Together, just to take a vacation somewhere."
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"I'll go anywhere you desire to go Todd or...stay here with you. We were talking about doing Thanksgiving?"
Stretching his arm aroun, he pulled Todd close, rolling them together until he could rest his cheek against his fiancee's chest. He knew Todd usually liked to sleep the other way around but just for a little while...he wanted to listen to Todd's heart...forget that time when Todd was disappearing.
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He did prefer to sleep with him snuggled up, and listening to Neil's heartbeat. That steady reminder he was alive. But he could still feel Neil, and could sense the tremor of fear and worry in his lover. His hand reached down to stroke his fiancee's hair reassuringly.
"I would say the same for you, Neil. Anywhere you wanted to go. And yes, I remember. I'd wanted our friends there. At least Mr. Keating, Charlie, and Knox there, but I haven't seen them around since well, we told Charlie about us, and he mentioned, well you know."
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"If we don't see them...we'll have it, you and I...we'll remember that we're thankful for having their friendship, even if it's currently absent and everything else we have to be thankful for, like the fact that we're together love and that's all that's important."
Turning, he placed a kiss just above Todd's heart and nuzzled his softly. "And, maybe some of our new friends will join us."
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He nodded, "We can still work something out. It's just that it's supposed to a time for family and friends, that's all."
He sighed, "I probably sound selfish, huh?"
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"It's supposed to be a time for thankfulness, Todd. And you are what I'm most thankful for this year."
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