.they flock and they flee through the thunder of seem (though the stars in their silence say be)

Mar 01, 2008 17:57

This world-- this...place. It isn't- no, it is not.

These things- clones - they are feeble. They are not B; no, never.

I will-- set it right; the world must be cleansed. Yes, I can see it now...

What is flawed must be perfected, what is incorrect must be corrected.

See-- see, I can see.

But I am blind. 

b

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 00:14:31 UTC
You really think so?

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 00:57:36 UTC
Because in some ways you remind me of myself.
I have experiance with people like you. Its not hard to guess once you've figured out the basics.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:01:13 UTC
Of yourself? In what ways?
Experience. I suppose that's rational. But what are-- the basics? How can one ever become accustomed to such a thing?

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:05:50 UTC
When I...no. I don't want to talk about it.
I don't know. I suppose once death means nothing to you and nothing shocks you it isn't hard to find anything interesting or normal.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:13:08 UTC
Don't want to talk about it? Come now...you can tell me.
Yes, that makes sense. If you don't fear or anticipate death (or anything for that matter) then nothing is relevant.

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:15:34 UTC
I know what you're trying to do B, and it isn't going to work.

Yeah.
Perhaps sometimes I anticipate it, but that isn't the same.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:17:57 UTC
What am I trying to do, Matt? Since you think you know so well...

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:21:35 UTC
I'm not telling you about myself. I'm not going to talk about...
...neh.
It looks like you're trying to get me to give in. I'm not going to. I may be numb, but I don't have to like what I do at times. Just because you like to play doesn't make it right.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:31:13 UTC
Trying to get you to give in? Oh no no, I would never-- I just want to know what makes you like me; I want to know what makes you the way you are.

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:34:36 UTC
...............
Once I cut a man's tounge out and dragged him to a friend to turn into a human puppet. Cut his skin off and bleed him out and things like that. He died before we finished, and I regretted that he did. I tried to kill him again after he came back was stopped.
I would do it again, if given the chance.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:40:17 UTC
That wasn't so hard, now was it?
You would do it again-- as would I, but no one, no one else would; no one else would have done it the first time.

Except for me; yet there are few who can empathize. I'm sure you know this as well as I do, but you don't care about empathy, do you? About comfort...?

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:45:01 UTC
One story is hardly explaining my dark side.
Of course you would. You're a psychopath.

I'm not as far gone as you, B. I still care about some people things. Nor do I have any delusions that I can clease this or any world.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:48:03 UTC
Yet.

If you continue down that path-- then you will end up just like me.

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:53:14 UTC
Nn.

I know. I have no plans or desire to contiune any further down this path usually. I'm far enough as it is; there may be no turning back but I can stop it here.

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mukou_tanjoubi March 2 2008, 01:55:38 UTC
Do you think I would have stopped, given the chance?

"Just stopping"-- it isn't as easy as that, Matt; no, not that easy.

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goggleboy03 March 2 2008, 01:58:40 UTC
I don't know you that well.

I'm well aware of that. But it doesn't mean it can't be done.

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