.now the ears of my ears awake (and now the eyes of my eyes are opened)

[mukou_tanjoubi]

So, this is--
Victory.

It is bitter; nothing at all like I had expected.
But I have won, nevertheless.
That is the only relevance.

Comments

[lue_theday]

Oooohhh.

What did B win~?

[lue_theday]

Just--

Would you? Would you ever? B...

[mukou_tanjoubi]

Never. Never, never, never.
I did it, I did it for you...

[lue_theday]

Never never... so B would never hate Luxaky. I'm-- glad.
But-- what did B do...?

[mukou_tanjoubi]

...Could Luxaky-chan ever hate B?

[lue_theday]

Ever hate B...?

B is-- Luxaky's other. --Right?

[mukou_tanjoubi]

Could you?

...Yes, Luxaky-chan. That is what I believe.

[lue_theday]

I would-- never have a reason to hate B.

Then... B is Luxaky is B. That's how it is, so--
Anything we are... is each other-- right?

[mukou_tanjoubi]

No...not yet, anyway.

...Each other? We-- we are each other, yes.
Don't ever lose sight of that truth.

[lue_theday]

Not yet? But, I-- I trust B, he'd never...

We are each other... I-- don't mind that.
I won't forget it, B. Luxaky is B is Luxaky; I won't-- forget it.

[mukou_tanjoubi]

...I would never what?

I--

...I mind it.

[lue_theday]

Do anything-- that would make me hate you. B wouldn't... not that Luxaky would hate him for, no.

...
Oh.

*takes his other arm from B and stuffs his hand into his pocket; he's chewing at the tip of his thumb a bit more harshly now*

[mukou_tanjoubi]

*looks pained; he flinches when Luxaky pulls away from him entirely*

You...you don't-- understand.

I would give anything to be like you, Luxaky-chan.
But not the other way around. I would sooner die than find that you have become like me. Which is strange, because...all this time, I wanted to--...

[lue_theday]

Understand-- There are... a lot of things that. That Luxaky doesn't understand.

Like-- me...
B-- shouldn't die, not for something Luxaky. I wouldn't... want that, I would be sad.
--What did B want to do...?

[mukou_tanjoubi]

...

I wanted...to mold you into a different person. You seemed so opportune, then. But now I just--

-- I don't know.

I am going to lose you...

...Love you, Luxaky-chan.

[lue_theday]

B wanted to make Luxaky B. Is-- that right? I know...

But. But Luxaky and B-- led different lives, different ways, so it was a different thing. Not completely the same-- not completely.

Lose-- lose me; what...

--I love B as well. I do... What-- is it? Or can you still not say...