well tonight was fun...me and jon argued...dont want to talk about it cuz its not everyones business. but idk its just frustrating.......i get lumps in my throat because i dont know what to say or do. but tonight was good....and about my last post...thats all water under the bridge ( Read more... )

hola. kinda forgot i had one of these...well lemme put it this way...on friday i got paaaaiiiiid. and what. im a working woman. and i spend that ish faster than i got it. no im kidding guys. thats a dumb thing to do because u know what...thats not being smart with your money....i know thats baisically what i said before..but i dont care ( Read more... )

i just realized..........i havent been to the bizzeach in forever. its a long overdue trip there and especially to surf, wow....where have i been. who wants to hit it up? give the waves a nice lil tap ( Read more... )

im done im done. how can anyone stand me. i hate myself. im such a bad person...such a bad sinner. i hate me. i hurt people. i hurt the person i love the most.i lost trust. and no this is not about a boy....not about a boy at all. its not some little child highschool thing. i did a big one....and i hate myself. i wish i werent here....how coudl i ( Read more... )

i hate my job..............i really really hate my job..........i would love nothing better than to quit ( Read more... )

work 5-close today. went to double the dousage of church this morning. saw alot of people, pimp davies, went with trey, nate, patty, bill shae, dave, bo, blaha at treys church. yesterday went well too. hey and thanks to all my friends who posted comments when i was down in the dumps. you guys are awesome. and even the ones that didnt for one reason ( Read more... )

just got off work. i didnt make too many mistakes today....and then they switched me to fries. and then lobby and then im home free....got 4 hours and 2 mins....and thats cuz i clocked out early too. oh well i dont work tomarrow or sunday....yipeekiaaa. so now im home alone....bored...i dont feel like cleaning..even though i should because i make ( Read more... )

hm...well something happened today.....idk what to think about it. I'm forgiving of course, but how do i take it?...as a sign? as a challenge? a test? It changes my thoughts..my way of thinking...my feelings even. I took it to heart. When it happened i felt my old self comming back saying....."i knew she was a slut..."ect. but then i stopped myself ( Read more... )

haha owe ya....trey mooned me on his way out of mickey d's when he visited me today.

welllll....i just got off work...i give those people mad props....it's a bear working at the famous mickey d's. where we love to see you smile...and pa pa pa pa pa....im lovin' it. i don't understand it. alot of people came by today...trey by his lonesome, and :nasty nate, sir pimp daives and brentaww. gave me a hard time...na im just kidding guys ( Read more... )