90210, Subway, and Diet Pepsi.  Life is good. 

The effects of losing my mother last month are now taking thier full toll.  I can't run away from these feelings.  At least I no longer feel like stuffing myself with food instead of feeling.    Things with my boyfriend are so rocky.  I hate the shit he pulls.  One mintue I am wonderful and the love of his life.  The next I am a nasty bitch that ( Read more... )

Isn't sad that I made an A, and two B's on three major projects that I did in TWO days?  I should have failed....  Why do I do that to myself anyway?  This is my Major flaw.   Damn.  Makes me want to strangle myself out of fustration. 

Star Trek= EPIC.

Is all.

I got hit on by a homeless man today.  My life is now complete. 

I need to get my eating under control.  My weight is sky rocketing.   It use to be laxatives, not eating, and cutting.  I need to find a healthy way to deal with this greif. 

The women that has been my mother for the past 22 years of my life passed away.  I don't know how to feel.

RIP.  Bobbie Jean Burke
Septemeber 24, 1942-April 13th, 2008.

I love you forever and forever, Mama. 

So apparently my boyfriend is Bipolar, and still wants to be with me....  Christ.  Just make up your freakin' mind. 

I filled out my last FASFA ever today!!!  Hoorahy for senior year!  :D

So,  My boyfriend and I have split up.  I have try my hardest to keep us together.  I love him very much, but neither of us is happy.  But God, does it ever hurt.