sounds like a whirlwind of things happening all at once. sorry to hear about your mum being in hospital D: is she doing better now though, after the surgery? and I never realised that having flat feet could make your ankle give way eventually. that actually sounds really serious?! I hope your sister's doing better now too.
helping out the indigenious peoples and saving tigers - I approve to both. though, maybe it'd be good to give yourself some downtime so you can sort things out? or just some rest - you sound pretty burnt out... from everything.
I'm not quite coherent now since it's late and I've been lacking sleep, but HUGS for you bby :((( hope things will work out for you <3
mum was back to driving the day after she had her surgery, but her grip was gone and she couldn't change gears but she didn't want me to drive she wanted to practice so i was changing gears and maneuvering the steering wheel out of sharp corners while in the passenger's seat (while screaming). And yeah the doctor talked about some advanced cases where the bones in the arch drop and hurt and ????
yeah i think i've been thinking about stuff so hard that i burned myself out orz and work starts from the 20th even though school starts in April ohhhh man (also it is so hot at home rn global warming is hell)
you were super coherent charlie!!! hope you're having an ace time in life in general!
*HUGS!!!!!* Sorry about your mom and sister; I hope they're both doing well now <3 You've been a real hero through all that, and I'm sure they really appreciated having you there with them <333 Hope that you're doing better as well and had some time to wind down over break! And yay for your Spanish host family! I'm sure the senpai didn't mind about the experiment; most of us are usually more worried about fucking up someone else's stuff than we are about dealing with situations that come up normally as a part of our own experiments =) And I think getting to amuse the head monk is totally enough good luck to cancel out a round of Extreme Statistical Probability :p It's fantastic that you have a future goal in mind, and it sounds like a wonderful goal to work for and shows that you have a big big heart and I already knew you are a lovely and amazing person, but damn, I'm all glowy and wibbly-eyed at you right now <333 Sounds like you're on the right track to doing all sorts of great things, which is more than I can say for myself, heh :
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oh my god it's been so long how are youmugen_edamameApril 14 2016, 05:47:33 UTC
Mum says her hands still feel a bit weak, but the terrifying numbness is totally gone! And like a goddamn wheel Karma has spun, and now I'm the one in hospital for some hardcore testing to figure out the extent of my problem hahaha. Typing to you live from my quite nice hospital room, babe. Other than that, I've been okay.
Senpai was very nice about my constant confusion, and we spent the lulls between rounds talking about cats and boats it was a very fun day out in the end!! And since bad luck apparently doesn't follow you if you tie your bad luck to the temple and I did that ASAP, I think I should be in the clear! lmao babe i am a weak floppy being with dreams too big for me, you gotta not give me so much credit it will go straight to my braaaaaain >////<
Still trying to do my best, and I think it's not just life that is so very trying I think me as a person is the sort of person who will push push push and then explode. This is a very difficult habit to break but I am trying! Very hard! Ahhhhh.
RE: oh my god it's been so long how are youlavenderscarfApril 25 2016, 23:14:44 UTC
Ahhh, sorry for the late reply, bb! I hope you're out of the hospital and doing better now!!! And that your mom is continuing to recover well <3
Being floppy just means you'll be flexible enough to fit into whatever dreams you want <3 Go big but have fun! I believe in yoooou!!!! And yeah, I totally know what you mean about pushing and pushing and then exploding. I've been trying to break that habit for a while too, and sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't and sometimes you do run into those situations where you probably should have pushed harder and it feels pretty bad that you didn't, and then you have to remind yourself that it's still not a good idea to push overboard and make yourself dead over the next thing because it won't make up for it and is just counterproductive. It's a work in progress :ppp I try to remember all those quotes about going out and making your mistakes and learning from them and failing again and failing better, haha. *HUGS YOU AND SWINGS YOU AROUND IN A CIRCLE
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RE: oh my god it's been so long how are youmugen_edamameMay 12 2016, 03:40:15 UTC
Sorry for replying even later, my god. I got discharged 3 days after I got put in, and with meds in me I'm doing really really well c: Mum on the other hand still isn't feeling the best and she has another doctor's appointment this Saturday :c
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sounds like a whirlwind of things happening all at once. sorry to hear about your mum being in hospital D: is she doing better now though, after the surgery? and I never realised that having flat feet could make your ankle give way eventually. that actually sounds really serious?! I hope your sister's doing better now too.
helping out the indigenious peoples and saving tigers - I approve to both. though, maybe it'd be good to give yourself some downtime so you can sort things out? or just some rest - you sound pretty burnt out... from everything.
I'm not quite coherent now since it's late and I've been lacking sleep, but HUGS for you bby :((( hope things will work out for you <3
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mum was back to driving the day after she had her surgery, but her grip was gone and she couldn't change gears but she didn't want me to drive she wanted to practice so i was changing gears and maneuvering the steering wheel out of sharp corners while in the passenger's seat (while screaming). And yeah the doctor talked about some advanced cases where the bones in the arch drop and hurt and ????
yeah i think i've been thinking about stuff so hard that i burned myself out orz and work starts from the 20th even though school starts in April ohhhh man (also it is so hot at home rn global warming is hell)
you were super coherent charlie!!! hope you're having an ace time in life in general!
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Senpai was very nice about my constant confusion, and we spent the lulls between rounds talking about cats and boats it was a very fun day out in the end!! And since bad luck apparently doesn't follow you if you tie your bad luck to the temple and I did that ASAP, I think I should be in the clear! lmao babe i am a weak floppy being with dreams too big for me, you gotta not give me so much credit it will go straight to my braaaaaain >////<
Still trying to do my best, and I think it's not just life that is so very trying I think me as a person is the sort of person who will push push push and then explode. This is a very difficult habit to break but I am trying! Very hard! Ahhhhh.
THANKS SOFIA WHAT'S UP WITH YOU!!
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Being floppy just means you'll be flexible enough to fit into whatever dreams you want <3 Go big but have fun! I believe in yoooou!!!! And yeah, I totally know what you mean about pushing and pushing and then exploding. I've been trying to break that habit for a while too, and sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't and sometimes you do run into those situations where you probably should have pushed harder and it feels pretty bad that you didn't, and then you have to remind yourself that it's still not a good idea to push overboard and make yourself dead over the next thing because it won't make up for it and is just counterproductive. It's a work in progress :ppp I try to remember all those quotes about going out and making your mistakes and learning from them and failing again and failing better, haha. *HUGS YOU AND SWINGS YOU AROUND IN A CIRCLE ( ... )
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