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[mtl_12]

sometimes, i hate my life.. i wish for once in my life, something could go right.. i'm always screwing my relationship with renee up.. all i do is treat her like shit, and i'm sick of it.. once i decide that i'm going to change it's too late.. i fucking love this girl, i don't know what the hell to do.. i wish i could have one more chance to fix

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[x___p0pr0xnc0ke]

Awe.
The ending of that was so sweet. <3
I had to comment on this because I've been in Renee's shoes before. I'd really like to see this work out between you two, because it is obvious that you care deeply for her. If you treat her badly, that needs to change. And fast. You can't just keep doing and decide one day "I'm going to change." You have to commit to that and work at it every day.
I'm sure she has her part to work on, too.
I've learned one thing from dating Adam, and that's the fact that realtionships are very hard work. Each person in involved must give 100%; otherwise, it's going to become easy to just give up.

I really hope things work out for you.
♥
LiSA RENEÉ

[mtl_12]

god, no one knows how bad i want it to work.. she means the world to me, and i don't know what i'd do without her.. i've finally said that i'm going to change and i really am committed to it this time.. we've been together since july of 2001, with a few break-ups.. the longest being a few months, but we've always overcame everything and found ourselves back together.. hopefully things will work out, and we'll be together and she'll be happy.. but i'm willing to do anything to get to that point! thanks for the comment, though, it means a lot!

[x___p0pr0xnc0ke]

I know it's definite that you want it to work.
I don't think I can help ya much here, you have to do it on your own. But trust me, if you want this, and you're committed to it, it will happen for you. You just have to make her realize that you're true to your words. *

The best of luck, hon!
♥

[mtl_12]

i really do want this, but maybe it's best if i just give her some space? i really want us, but it's not always about what i want, i need to let her have what she wants for once.. i don't know.. i'm just confused and i want everything for myself.. i wish i could have her, but it's not always about me.. i'm selfish, i don't deserve her..i want her to be happy, though, and i know i can make her happy :/ i'm just confused.. thanks for your advice though, i can use all the help i can get..