I need to stop neglecting lj. I'm sick at the moment. Besides my migraine that won't go away....I have a kidney infection. The first set of antibiotics did not work so now I'm on a new set along with vicodin for pain. I'm ready to feel good again. Hurry meds and do your thing.

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My face is breaking out. I am sure from stress. Headaches have been worse lately too. Its either have a migraine or take a bunch of meds that gets rid of the headache, but makes me sick. Today I chose meds because I couldn't take the pain anymore. Breakfast with Dad was interupted by a stop to a random store for a puke session. I miss ( Read more... )

I like livejournal because he always listens to my feelings and never complains about listening. I am emotionally drained tonight. Was so excited for the tattoo convention. Something happened and I cancelled my rest of my weekend and left at 5 am. I had another panic attack. I just feel like I cant be happy and be myself lately. I have a ( Read more... )

I feel depressed again. It seems when I find something amazing. It all leads to disappointment. I don't understand what the big fear of commitment is. If you care about someone, you should want to commit. It shouldn't be scary or be a chore. The thing is, if it doesn't work out in the long run, then it doesn't work out. It should be at least ( Read more... )

The scoop is that I bought a new truck. A white one. The black one I had was leaking so much oil, it was rediculous to keep. I have a new dog. Since my ferret died, I needed something to give me company. Her name is Lola and she is a Chi. Not into small dogs, but she is growing on me. I have been stressing about my EKG certification for ( Read more... )

It's amazing the way you make me feel. Even after spending the last 4 days with you...I miss you. You make my heartbeeps.

So worried right now. Am I in too deep?

I am so happy lately. Things have been going good. I have been on a diet and lost some weight. Got a new tattoo yesterday. It was my first black and gray piece and the first skull I have gotten. I switched to night shift at the hospital. I now have a life. There are a couple trips I am looking forward to. Sybaris for one thing and Salmon ( Read more... )

You make me feel beautiful..even though I don't think I am ( Read more... )

You make my heart feel full.  I like this.