panic.

[mspackman]

two days before i start my period and the day before his birthday. We sit down to dinner, and i just quit smoking, my nerves are shot, i'm bloated, and i'm nervous. There is something wrong with this night and I don't know what it is. I drink a lady from shanghai and stare at the shadow that his drink is making on the table, take a picture

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[tasnee]

“If we were not so single-minded
about keeping our lives moving
and for once could do nothing,
perhaps a huge silence
might interrupt this sadness
of never understanding ourselves
and of threatening ourselves with death
Perhaps the world can teach us
as when everything seems dead
but later proves to be alive”
― Pablo Neruda

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