im so lost. somebody come find me.

so unfortunately lately my life consists of hanging out by myself and way too much of the O.C. i dont have a boy to hang out with and nor do i own a cell phone anymore because i left it on the roof of my car and drove off with it still there, so it probably got ran over or something because i couldnt find it. last night in my dream i kissed chris ( Read more... )

last summer was so much more fun. im just making terrible decisions this year. im not happy with the way things are right now and i need to change that soon. i just dont know when the right time is to do it and i feel bad, but i have to do it. i also wish there was something for me to do right now, im rather bored. actually what i want to do is buy ( Read more... )

hello live journal. im sooo bored, i hope leslie or jimmy get out of work soon so i have someone to play with.its so hot out i want to go swimming, i dont know if i want to wait for one of them to get home before i walk over to janelles or go now by my self.i dont have any gas in my car and the money i have i need for camping tomorrow which im ( Read more... )

my itunes is on shuffle and i hate it when ace of base plays. but i cant bring myself to deleat it =/

im a mess.

i hate this,i hate it when im alone and i cry. i cant get him out of my head, i miss him so much. i dont know what to do..i wish he would come back. im going to order some clothes offline even though i cant afford it.

i wish i was at the beach, laying on the sand.

our baby was sick last night, leslie and i had to take him to the kitty E.R!

it was tragic. poor little guy, he wont be back home for a couple of days. i will miss him so. =(

so i get real bored at school sometimes ( Read more... )

so a few nights ago i had a really strange dream, i mean it was over the top. ok so i couldnt tell you the details but mainly ben liked jimmy, as in had feelings for him in a homosexual way and my sister as well. no one cared about my feelings and wanted me to hook up with one of bens friends named tim. except he didnt look like tim and he had a ( Read more... )

oh wow i hate school already. it took me soo long to find a parking spot this morning, well not that long but i was annoyed and my math teacher is terrible. she makes so many mistakes im going to be so confused ( Read more... )