So, What Happens Now?

[mrzachyboy]

It happened. Marcus ended our relationship today. It is amazing how simple question/statement combos can turn one's stomach. "Do you have a moment? I think we should talk." Those were the words that started it, and my simple "sure" allowed him to say, "Before I say anything, if you don't believe anything I told you, please believe that I think you

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[starmiranda]

Oh my god, honey, I'm so sorry. I wish I could come hug you or do whatever you need. Please let me know if you want to get together soon. If you want the company, I'm there. But I also understand if you need to be alone. I love you so very much.

xoxo

[mrzachyboy]

Thank you, love. I wish you were here. I dont know what to do with myself. I feel stupid and immature and scared. I just dont know what I should be doing or how I should be reacting.

[starmiranda]

Don't feel bad about yourself, please. None of this is your fault. & I hate that feeling of not knowing what to feel or how to react or how to exist. It will pass, I promise. But, at the time, it's so hard, I know. Lots of love. Let me know if there's anytime you want to get together soon. xoxoxo

[travelbytrain]

I adore you my dear zach. so, so much. my offer from your previous post still stands. you're welcome to run away to cda tomorrow. you can cry if you want, or we don't even have to talk about it. we can go into spokane and see miranda. we can do whatever you want. miss m and i think the world of you.

[mrzachyboy]

Thank you so much, dear, I appreciate it a lot. I feel so lost. I think that I will go to town tomorrow. My parents have a meeting in Sandpoint tomorrow, and I think I will have them drop me off somewhere in CDA tomorrow. It might be a little early. I will probably get in there at about 8:30, but i will be there for several hours, so if that is too early, dont worry about it. Thank you so much.

[mrsbrewer]

Like the others, I'm so sorry to hear about this and want to offer to do whatever I can to help. If you want to come into Spokane and do something, I'm all for being with the distracting . . . or the listening and wallowing. Whatever you need.

Love you.

[mrzachyboy]

Lorna, thank you so much. I really appreciate it. I might take you up on your offer because I will likely need some distractions.

[agardenhose]

i'm sorry. breakups are heartbreaking and never fun. please take care of yourself.

[evilweevil04]

I love you. I'm so sorry to hear this.

I really want to see you next weekend, if you have time. I really want to hug you and just be with you.

You are so amazing and beautiful and great. I hope you remember how important you are to so many people.