So I figured it out.

My boss, with whom I got close, was fired today.

Sucks, I feel like someone died on me.

Workplace drama sucks, I'm gonna look for new work.

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Rough night. Someone close must be hurting, or someone I cared for must have replaced me.

Sick, the truth of that.

*sigh* I'd rather the latter though, because while I have a sense for those things, aside from this instinctual "roughness", it doesn't actually disturb or bother me.

In fact, I usually am happy for them (and myself).

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Young guy on the train asked me randomly, for directions. He's from Saudi Arabia and seriously lost, coming from Manhattan and ending up in Coney when he was trying to get to uptown Manhattan.

I gave him mad thorough directions with keywords and wrote stuff down for him.

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Got an energy reading from a fellow spiritualist today: Blue -- calm like the ocean. Black -- Mysterious, and chameleon-like/adaptable. Yellow -- A smiler and exerting friendly love.

What a nice reading :) It's nice to see how other people are receiving you sometimes.

:)

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6 years ago I made a life altering decision. 6 years later I have no regrets, but some feelings of shame, and yet grateful too.

6 years ago I made a choice that will live with me beyond my death.

I thank God for every day of life past, present, and future, and expect nothing but fairness in his judgement of my choices in life.

Maybe one day, someone ( Read more... )

Spent a couple hours in a nusery. Surrounding myself in life always fuels me. Bought a couple of houseplants.

Not as time demanding as pets or children, because time is a resource I don't have much of for now.

I hope I do a good job caring for these lives.

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My mother raised me to be strong, to stand firm, and to refuse injustice.

She would frown at the way I sometimes react when challenged, when I'm made an opponent, or slightly attacked by someone. She'd know that I could handle more or react less harsh/energized.

I've more easing on the throttle to do, and it seems I've still walking to do on my path ( Read more... )

Played frisbee today, having last played in like 1995.
A random little girl invited herself into the game.
It was a great day.

PS - I feel like I should be angry about something in my life, but it's like I forgot how to be angry. Angry was awesome, it was easy. It was ejectable. I could be angry, eject it, and move on.

Here I am, instead just ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when faced with difficult decisions, it's nice when the choice is made for you.

Even better is coming to your decision, and instead of needing to work out a plan on how to present something that's in your favor to someone's disfavor properly without hurting yourself, they choose the same choice and it works out in your favor. This ( Read more... )

Man is that wind blowing! The clouds are moving real fast too. Lots of assurances and uncertainties, and while I'm still not tired (thank God) I sure would love to stop working 7 days a week.

Pretty faces help the passage of time, though.

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