ok lets start with the event thats dominated my week. even though it lasted all of two days. the break up and make up of steph and i. yes we broke up. it was my fault. my fear of commitment and fear of hurting her even more. drove me to try to run from the relationship. i had alot of time to think it over. and i talked to steph for hours on end. ( Read more... )

yeah so i did a whole update and i erased it. ive been updating with Ms. Hewes literally 6 inches behind me. she has her back turned. and she did turn around. caught me. and got pissed. but ive already pissed her off. so what the fuck im feelin rebelious today. i lecture in boffas class this morning made me want to kick the world in the ass. lance ( Read more... )

today was a good day. i got outta alhebra first period for combo practice. and had the greatest discussion WITH the teacher in chem. we went all over the spectrum from horse banging to mammals wacking off and her liking her alcohol... but we'll keep it on the DL. so yeah the main focus of my day was Jazz Districts. We scored a 96 outta 100 which is ( Read more... )

i also realized i started this journal in mid december and im only on my 18th entry. im a faithful livejournaler to the fullest....

Im in the library doing "research" aka my topic is killing me and i hate it and want to change but hewes is nazi so i doubt ill be able to. lol shes probably standin behind me right now (looks back) no such luck. so lets start from where i last updated. i was going to the contra dance. it was awesome. one of the greatest things ive ever done. i ( Read more... )

todays gonna be a good day. got jazz band till 2 or so. then out over to the gretchen carrolls house for her birthday. then out with that birthday crew to a contra dance. which i still dont grasp the concept of what this shindig is. but im being told ill love it. and i wont be the only guy there. so im gonna do ok. I hope. i got up at like 9 this ( Read more... )

today was not too shabtastic... my alarm clock went off an hour and a half early so i was up at 5 and couldn't get back to sleep so i went running. it wasn't too bad except for the creepy guy that like ran with me for half a mile. but oh well. im still in one piece. school sucked. i didn't have half my shit. so i was right out straight all day. lol ( Read more... )

i stayed home from school as many know. spent the majority of my day recouping form last nights game. watching eddie have a heartattack at the half time show with janet. lol. so yeah i spent the night with stephs dad and her uncles. they are always a riot. today i slept and vedged (spelling). i played call to power 2 a bit haven't played that game ( Read more... )

so yeah today was pretty good. got my herr cut and then came to school. jay was a friggadiggin riot in english. then i started a lab in chem. after that my day actually began. i headed out for southern maine music festival with the rest of the crew. it was a good rehersal. its sad how bad these kids actually are. they are supposed to be the cream ( Read more... )

I finally downloaded the LJ client. It took me all night to find the right msdn shit. but what ever. anyway. today was a great day. i had all my homework done to pass in! FIRST TIME IN MY HIGHSCHOOL CAREER! 3 Assignments! thats insane! UNPRECEDENTED! but yeah... jazz and combo were good. i got picked to solo on a few pieces ones a avant garde ( Read more... )