New SPN fic, phew this one took a little while. It's a Sam/Jess and it of course contains some Dean. I was desperate to write a continuation of the Stanford fire scene so voila. Hope you enjoy you guys.
Jesus. This absolutely KILLED me. And that's it, you've gotten me completely convinced that this is how it happened, this is how they met, this is what happened after the fire. I'll never believe anything else anyone ever writes, because this is just too unbelievably perfect.
And oh, the boys. Sam who can't process it, and Dean Mr ‘I don’t do physical affection’ trying to keep hold of his brother, and all of it. I'm just totally incoherent, but this was aching and beautiful and agonizing and perfect, and I thank you for writing it.
Bless you. Thanks my love. Yeah whenever I'm in serious shock or something like it, I have this weird urge to laugh or just focus on the silly things that don't matter so i figure that'd work for something like what Sam must have felt.
Thanks so much for your comment my love, and big smoochy hugs to my Ten. Haven't spoke to you in forever, home has been manic and i'm job hunting but I miss my sick fuck family and I think the com or the mm is the next stop.
Good, because we miss you, too. And feel free to IM me as well. I keep it on while at work, but it wouldn't be on if I wasn't available. And if I'm busy I'll say so.
I'm so glad you enjoyed it and it makes me giddy that it made you weepy. I too have been waiting for some post pilot fics and there haven't been many, the ones I've read have been amazing but I always want to add to them so I had a go and I'm so happy it seems to have worked.
Thanks as ever for your wonderful comment and big kisses x
omg. This actually made me cry. I've never been a sam fan, always a Dean fan, but man this story got to me, especially the funeral and the part at the graveside with sam in the dirt. I've done exactly that. Collapsed in the dirt crying, wishing I had the person back. Losing a loved one is so hard and I don't think i've ever read such an accurate description of all the feelings and emotions you go through. I don't know what else to say eccept for thank you. I feel privileged to have read this. It's just so amazing.
Well I am so proud I made you a Sam fan even if it is for merely one story. He's my favorite so I'm totally biased, but I adore the pair of them so they get a lot of love in my fics.
Thanks so very much for telling me you've been through the similar emotions, I think we've all felt shock and horror at some time and losing someone is just so very hard like you say, I can only hope I did it justice in the story.
Thanks VERY much for commenting. I deeply appreciate it and am glad you enjoyed it.
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And oh, the boys. Sam who can't process it, and Dean Mr ‘I don’t do physical affection’ trying to keep hold of his brother, and all of it. I'm just totally incoherent, but this was aching and beautiful and agonizing and perfect, and I thank you for writing it.
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So glad you enjoyed it and I can't tell you how much it meant you did.
Thankyou x
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Thanks so much for your comment my love, and big smoochy hugs to my Ten. Haven't spoke to you in forever, home has been manic and i'm job hunting but I miss my sick fuck family and I think the com or the mm is the next stop.
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So hurty and beautiful, and you captured Sammy perfectly (as usual). The whole fic was great, but I adored the ending above everything else.
He’s beside you and with you and here and maybe if there was one thing that could save your life right now it’s that fact.
*wipes tears*
I love this fic.
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I'm so glad you enjoyed it and it makes me giddy that it made you weepy. I too have been waiting for some post pilot fics and there haven't been many, the ones I've read have been amazing but I always want to add to them so I had a go and I'm so happy it seems to have worked.
Thanks as ever for your wonderful comment and big kisses x
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Thanks so very much for telling me you've been through the similar emotions, I think we've all felt shock and horror at some time and losing someone is just so very hard like you say, I can only hope I did it justice in the story.
Thanks VERY much for commenting. I deeply appreciate it and am glad you enjoyed it.
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