as each day passes i feel more dead inside

[mrbobby420]

It makes me sick to think i ever did it to have fun. Once you experiance the rush of the first time it's never the same but yet you still do more to try to get that feeling you got the first time. Meth will suck you in and spit you without you even being aware of it. It gets to the point were you know its bad but your just trying to experiance the

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[rail_an_oc]

dude just list the pro's and con's. with tweak their is so many con's.
you can't sleep, you can't eat, your body aches, you feel like absolute shit, the comedown is way long than the initial high, so whats the point! and those are just the physical bad sides. when the comedown itself outlasts the actul high you begin to wonder what the purpose is. just remember how much it sucks to feel that way everytime you crave it. and that even if you do indulge yourself it's not going to feel good anyway. Process of elimination.

[mrbobby420]

thats how i started looking at it. im gonna get assessed for rehab tomorrow hopefully i can just put this behind me

[antischism77]

dude bobby add my new lj crimemachine it's phoebe