Endless delay

[mr_whippet]

What am I doing online at 4 am... I am so obscenely nervous. I need to book the return trip in advance if I don't want to pay an arm and a leg for the ticket... but I can't decide on a date. This time it feels so... final. It's hard to explain. I realize I spent the last five years wandering back and forward, delaying this very moment. And there's

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[ext_939922]

I can totally understand how hard of a choice this must be for you, and its obvious to me that this lingering decision is what's keeping you up. Maybe it might be easier if you just threw a dart at the calender and have fate decide it for you instead of agonizing over what day you want to say goodbye. Having to choose doesnt make it any easier, why subject yourself to having to pick the final day? Just my thoughts, now sleep my dragon buddy!