Little visit

[mr_bipolar]

I'm at Blainville at the moment. "Home", to clarify. I hate this house, hate the owner. It feels kinda good to see my mom but her world is still the same. Her boyfriend, his kid with Kaily added up. Seeing her once a week kinda sucks, I miss her a lot. But it seems nothing changes at all. I'll be leaving tomorrow

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[psychox]

Do you always listen to The Fray when you're depressed? It's probably better than what I listen to when I'm depressed.

Normally, I would say that if you're over and done with someone, it's better to stop getting hung up on what they're doing or who they're doing it with. But then, I also know that it's not easy to stop hating someone.

I'd say more, but the Internet's down at my place, so I'm stuck at a cafe, battery power's running out, and AIM's not working.

[mr_bipolar]

I'm curious. What kind of music do you listen to?

I've stopped getting hung up and stuff. But something happened, I don't know why. I just started missing her and hating her. Perhaps because I've been crossing path with her much more lately and she's been forcing conversations more than she ever did. I don't know, I hate myself for that also.

Well, if you get to go on any sort of messenger, tell me. It would be good stuff to have a conversation with you. I have absolutely nobody to speak to at the moment. Being home makes my depressive episodes expand at least 10 times more than what they initially are. I feel like dying for absolutely no reason.

[psychox]

I'll probably be on tomorrow. Battery life's down to about 10% now. Hopefully, I'll see you on then. Take care.

[mr_bipolar]

I'll be watching for you unless I'm not heading out of this damned house. Hope we'll get to chat. And take care.