Reflection on my life - confession!

Jan 24, 2015 20:18

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yukitsubute January 24 2015, 19:28:59 UTC
Hey there,

Some days ago I thought about writing you. I wasn't sure, because you once told me that you are sick?! Or did I mix up something?!

I am glad you are fine, and I never believed that you are a boy, but maybe I just didn't recognize it. ^^

It's good to hear that you are studying and working.

I also made a break from Lj, but from now on I am back from time to time. ^^

Are you still in fandom?

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mouter January 24 2015, 19:33:28 UTC
No you did not. I was sick. That was the truth but right now I am perfectly fine and happy about it.
So you had nice sense :) I mean you were right. I'm sorry I lied to you about it.

I am still in fandom, although I was away from it for some time. I mean I still get to know the most important facts about the j-bands and stuff but I was not going for details.

How about you? Are you back for good?

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yukitsubute January 24 2015, 19:42:53 UTC
I am really happy that you are fine now :D

No, I really hadn't but it's okay ^^. Oh don't stress yourself, that's okay. ^^

Yeah, same for me, but I was in Japan in September and since then my fandom interest grew again ;) I went to see three concerts, so it was pretty much JE-love for me. :D
So I decided to come back and write from time to time. :)

You are still in Kat-tun fandom?

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mouter January 24 2015, 19:46:03 UTC
Wow! That's pretty amazing! I envy you that September in Japan. How was it? Did you stayed there for a whole month? What did you see? :P

Well it is the same for me. I am still in Kat-tun fandom, though I grew my interest on HSJ, Yamapi and Ikuta Toma as well :)

I'm thinking about writing some stories as well, but I am not sure yet. I mean I think my English skills are better now, but not the best :)

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pinkporca January 24 2015, 22:25:44 UTC
Glad you are feeling better. No need to worry about what others think. I am sure there are many out there with secrets of their own. Good luck in whatever you plan ahead for your future.

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mouter January 24 2015, 22:34:05 UTC
Thanks a lot :)
I feel a lot better now, that I cleared my lies.
Maybe it was nothing serious and I overreacted but still... Thank you! Hope you're doing great!

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meikimari January 25 2015, 18:19:00 UTC
It's really easy to lie I feel...since there's always the question of, "I probably won't meet these people in real life, right?" D: Also, pretending to be a boy sounds fun. LOL. But I was always super worried about you..cuz you had said you were really sick at one point. And it had seemed you were really depressed at one point too. And then you just disappeared completely. D: But I'm glad you found the confidence to tell the truth. :3 And I hope you're feeling much better now too. :3

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mouter January 30 2015, 21:09:07 UTC
I'm sorry for that dear. I hope you're doing fine. I always thought you are super honest and I was not feeling well that I am telling a lie...

Yeah I feel good now. I've already overcome my illness. It still may be back but my doctors says it is not easy for it to come back. I'm so happy now :)

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meikimari January 31 2015, 05:33:25 UTC
I'm alright, just very busy lately. D: But i'm glad you're good now. ♥ As long as it stays that way :3

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norilys January 26 2015, 12:22:08 UTC
I'm so glad you found the courage to tell the truth and be yourself... But now I feel a bit silly for calling you baby boy the whole time xDD Now I need to find a new nickname for you *pouts*

You are really cute and it's so interesting that you are also teaching English!! We can talk about it and share some experiences, since I want to start teaching too *,*

You don't need to apologize so much! I mean, you already explained your reasons your best and, as your friends, we are here to support you and try to understand you. Hope you can trust us more from now on!!!

*hugs*

Welcome back to LJ!!!!!

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mouter January 30 2015, 21:05:33 UTC
You shouldn't feel silly, because it was my fault not yours dear. I just couldn't find courage to act as a girl in front of anyone... to act as me.

I am not cute ^^" I am really huge and I don't know how to lose my weigh :( I do not have a strong will although I am trying.

Really? You want to be a teacher as well? :D Well sure! We can exchange our experiences. It sound like fun! But still my English is not perfect :P

I always trusted you, but I was to shy to be myself... I was stupid :(

*hugs tight*
Love you dear!

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norilys February 6 2015, 12:34:09 UTC
It's okay, really...! But I'm just happy that you found the courage you needed to be yourself...!

I don't think one thing has anything to do with the other. You can be cute and chubby or skinny and ugly, it has no relation =P But well, maybe you'll also find a way to lose the weight you want or need to... ^^

Well, I could be a teacher once I finish my major. I could teach Spanish to English-spoken or Italian-spoken people or I could teach linguistics or stuff like that. I also applied for a job to teach English in an Institute here at my Uni and I'll be starting next week... And don't worry, my English is far from being perfect u_u

You weren't stupid, you had your own reasons and none of us will judge you for it... It's just a new chapter has begun for our friendship, that's it...

*hugs super tight*
Love you too, baby girl...!! ;)

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