i care to much.

who am i? =[ thats one question i wish i could answer for myself.

Ive been spending as much time as i can with you, and it made me more happier then ive been in sixteen years that you were clean and the person i;ve always  wanted to see you as. And then one day i didnt see you and ur at it again. i know its my fault. but i wish you cuoldve not done it on ur own with out me having to be there =/

i really don't wanna do this anymore. but i have a few great people in my life that make me keep on going =]

maybe "they" are right, maybe i should stop being what im not. maybe i am just like them. and no matter what it will always be in me.

IMmmmm gonna change my live journal mood, i wannna say I LOVe LIFE!  out with the bad in with the good, i have amazing friends that i know are there when i need a shoulder to cry on, other happy things that i cant tell anyone about =] hehe. ANddddd i just talked to my cousin i havent heard from in liek 8 years and were going out to lunch, and im ( Read more... )

there are some things that im expected to understand.  but im soo lost idk what to do.

i dont think anyone really understands how close we were. i remember the first day i met you ten years ago when yuo pushed me off my bike. I remember the tree fort we made in kims back yard wiht my brothers. And i stil remembr the secret password. I remember how much i looked up to you. You were like my big brother you stood up for me, when my real ( Read more... )

List 10 things youd like to say to people anonymously.

1. Im Happy your back and i loveyou
2.Im reallly glad your always here for me, and your a great person. i may have known you 
   forever buttt im glad we became close this year 
3. ur the nicest person ever and i luh youu.
4. im glad were closer again
5. You kinda changed.
6. I pour my feelings out ( Read more... )

im really happy to hear that i have such a great reputation that when something bad happens i get blamed for it. Fuck you. thats all i have to say. i dont have time for that so take it somewhere else