Lacking.

For the life of me, I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise
And we'd never compromise.
For the life of me, I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins.
We were merely freshmen.

So I gave up, gave in, caved in...I just don't care anymore. It's whatever. And I'm finding this lack of motivation in everything to be...well, disturbing. It's unlike me to be so apathetic. I find myself doing nothing but the necessary. I'm just...getting by. I'm waiting for something to happen.

Something's waiting for me to happen ( Read more... )

So...yeah, they were right.

Spoon.

Well, fuck that,
And fuck her,
And fuck him,
And fuck you
For not having the strength in your heart to pull through.

Alone in this house of cancer.

The salt of her flesh
Is fresh on my lips,
And it dips my mind into depths
Of selfishness.

I look back and smile.

Dad came down. Hadn't seen him in 4 months. It was good...it was great. I'd missed him ( Read more... )

I'm craving amnesia.

Everyone will let you down. Every single one of them will disappoint you. No exceptions. The truth still hurts...

Here's to what could have been. You haunt me to this day.

Don't fret, Precious; I'm here ( Read more... )

So the party was an unbelievable success. The world was invited, the world came, and the world enjoyed itself immensely. I've heard nothing but great things, and I have to say it feels really, really good.

If only I could entrust others with responsibility. I had fun that night, but I could have had gobs more had I not taken on the role of ( Read more... )

No. No. No. No. No.

Who is the rock? I am the rock! Or was I? I wasn't ( Read more... )

Ever made a child cry with a smile?

I give. I'd surrender if only I knew how. Things took a turn for the worst and kept on going. Stress. I don't even know where I'll be a month from now. I've nowhere to live. I've been sick for weeks and am showing no improvement. Now I'm low on funds. And to top it all off, I've become one of you.

And I ( Read more... )